Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Kasi Can Lah... =P


~ The Tunnel of Love ~

Hiks... Love is in the air.. (^_^) kasi chance la mau letak gambar lagi.. ;P
So, this month we're already in the 6 months of marriage life..
(sumpah lupe lagi last Friday was the 16th of April)
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Being preggie right after the wedding, i wud say.. is quite challenging..
What with ur swinging-mood.. ur partner's expectation.. u're still in your honeymoon mood but u have to deal with ur emotional changes + the morning sickness (i dun have this) + backpain + feeling lethargic when u wanna do something fun (like jalan2/joging)..
You're like in the beginning of a tunnel.. U can't see the end.. U dunno know how the road like in the tunnel, is it bumpy or smooth.. u're not sure how long the tunnel goes.. u dunno know what to expect while u're in the tunnel... you definitely have high expectation when reach the end.. And you might once in a while worried, what if--- something happened while you're inside the tunnel, can u make a u-turn (unless u're riding a motorbike, then it's not a big deal), or can u make it to the end..
Betullah orang cakap.. "What people most afraid of is.. Fear of not knowing.."
So, with that kind of questions running in your mind, and you will be having another human life depending on you not more than 9 months later, it eat u inside.. Wuuhhuu.. it takes quite some times before the news hit you and by the time u realise this is real, it's only 4-5 months left.. Hehe..
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That's where communication, understanding, caring is crucial.. And Thank God the love is still hot in the air.. hehe.. ;P
Pre-Caution Warning: What i'm gonna say here might disturb some of you out there.. so, beware and just bare with me ok.. =D
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I'm blessed to have an understanding Teddy. hahaha.. ;P yupe.. We're now have a standard understanding who to make dinner (me with his assistance), do the dirty laundry - basuh & sidai (ted), clean laundry - lipat baju (me), sweep/clean d house (me), throw out the trashes (ted), shut down the light before bed (Ted.. haha)..
I'm also blessed to have a ted who can cook.. haha.. so, that everytime we decided to dine in, i can 'outsource' some of the dishes to him.. Haha.. And he loves offering his hands when i'm cook, to which i accepted with my big shweet-smile..
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Ianya terasa "heaven" bila anda preggie..
a) Bile ade orang tolak dr blakang to support tiap kali naik tangge.. (even ade 23 anak tangge jer. ;p)
b) Bile tetiap malam ade orang tarikkan selimut..
c) Bile tetiap malam bole pakai stokin comel (^_^) - kaki wa slalu cramp ;.(
d) Bile hari-hari ade orang bebel sbb x bagi nak makan junk food n nescafe ;P
pastu bile tak tahan wa kene gi smuggle.. haha.. experience la buang bahan bukti all that.. ;p (lucky he won't read my blog)
e) Bile tetibe ade orang tendang-tendang perut anda - dr dlm perut la.. hehe..
f) Bile pagi2 anda emo sbb baju yang anda iron masih berkedut (yg kecik2 tu), ade penyelamat tolong sambung iron.. Haha...
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Ok, now i have to go.. dun talk to me until 29/4.. hahaha.. ;P

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

is.it.hormones?


~ PD 2010 ~


These days..

1. I've been thinking about Arwah Abahwe & Makwe (my late grandfather & grandmother)
~ How great if they're still alive to be by myside next July.. As i'm the first granddaughter in the family to get married and pregnant.. Yang termampu, sedekahkan Al-fatihah kepada rohnya semoga dicucuri rahmat..




2. Now that we live separately from our parents.. I've been thinking a lot about Mama & Papa.. Not that they're alone at the house (Angah, nini, ajim & abg still at home).. And sometimes worried for nothing... Mama always called me either Selasa / Rabu (Ted's sport days) and once again on Friday (Another Ted's sport day).. and when she didn't called I will be worried.. Biaselah anak kan.. mesti nak mak call dulu.. huhu... But now, i've improved.. i call her before she called me.. =D tatahhaann windu.. Even nak balik gombak tu sbnrnya just 20 minutes away (traffic lite yg super byk)... but when u have ur own house u tend to drive to ur home (auto-pilot) instead of ur parents house. huhu... And i always love the ideas of being home before Ted. So, i can ala-ala menunggu kepulangan suami terchenta.. hiks.. especially on his sports nites..

Insaf.. entahla.. maybe i'm preparing myself to be a mom.. selalu terfikir, have i done enough to make them happy? Ade satu wish aku untuk mama & papa that doesn't accomplished yet.. Hopefully, next year will be the earliest for me to make it come true... Ya Allah berikanlah aku rezeki yang lebih... Amin.. ;)
There are so many things i wish i could do earlier and i wish i didn't do..

3. Hari-hari nak makan coklat... especially cake! uhhh.. sudah2 leh tu wahai napsu makan ku... Huhu.. fine. i 'kantoi' last check-up.. i successfully gained another 4.5 kgs.. and that allows me to be getting another MGTT test in May/June.. Hahaha... Thank you.. thank you.. i'm trying to cut down my rice intakes.. Please, people out there... Pray for me.. My pretty baby is giving us hint that s/he will come out big if i dun stop eating and gain unnecessary weight..

4. I'm afraid of being left alone at home.. (~_~) I'm afraid that if i slept alone, i might not be able to wake up and wish everyone goodbye or worst apologies for my wrongdoings.. Ya Allah panjangkan lah umur hamba Mu..

5. I'm hot! huhu.. seriously i cud sleep with full-blast air-cond, plus 1 kipas kaki (berdiri) without my duvet for 4hours... I had a swollen nose (like the clown nose) and my nose is having it's run every day.( u got what i mean?) ahh.. me and tissue now is like Aur & Tebing..

6. I'm clingy to Ted.. Whoaaa malu la wei citer kat sini.. hehe.. but it's true... hehe.. Orr.. maybe it's not me.. it's the baby.. =D (alasan kaver malu) i wish i cud be in his pocket, so that he'll take me everywhere..

7. I'm lazy (more that before. haha)

8. Children / Kid like me more than before. especially babies.. not just girl.. the boy also.. So, practically i'd heard many comments on what my baby gonna be.. hehe.. =D luv to hear all the telltales.. There's 1 day, this boy (around 3y.o) at my house.. he supposed to be going to the direction of his house, but when i passed him by, he just turned around and follow me.. hehe.. Shweett..

9. I always had this urge to cry.. "Cry on my shoulder..."

10. I still feel shy whenever i need to talk to the tummy (bby).. And normally i can't speak malay.. hahaha.. and normally i'll be talking more to myself in my head instead to the tummy (bby)..

11. I wonder how will i look when the time comes... Yelah.. tengah kau sakit giler.. camne leerr agaknye muka time tu.. huhu.. am practising the position, breathing technique and exercising time tengah contraction.. tapi... terbayang.. camne kalau tengah2 kat ofis.. Alangkan sakit2 skit2 ni pun kekadang muke aku tak boleh blah.. huhuh... Tapi time tu, it will be me + Ted + mama/papa/mama/abah je yang ade kan.. hehe.. takde la malu sangat.. if my sisters were to be there.. aduhh..


Hurm.. Sometimes, you just have to brave the live in front of you instead of holding back.. I wish.. I cud be always be positive.. I pray that I will be all healthy throughout this wonderful journey..

* Ted is having ptd exam this weekend.. Hahahaha.. kena bace buku teks tebal giler pasal Malaysia... Hahahahah.. sbnrnya aku yang neves lebih.. =P

** update @ 4pm: I had tears in my eyes, when k B informed her son has graduated & akan angkat sumpah esok to become a Doctor.. i had tears in my eyes.. coz i feel proud too.. (even i hardly talked to him.. yelah dahla budak ni baye adik aku.. penyegan pulak..)(~_~) confirm this must be hormones punya hal.. huhu...

 
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