P.i.c.t.u.r.e.s

Korek2 folder kat PC skali terjumpa these pics... hehe.. lama dah amek tapi tak prasan...
Saja untuk tatapan diriku... hahaha... =P



Suka gambar nih sbb background dinding kaler pink combine ngan si kenit nih... =)
Time ni Aiman just learn to tatih.. cute sangat!! what with his enot's pampers-butt..
I just can't have enough with this kid.. well he's the third child as I am.. and the only nephew of mine (Hj Ali clanz).. Bau sedap.. comei.. pastu suke geram2 kat orang!! taktau orang pun dok geram kat die... cubit kang!! Kadang2 terasa nak libas butt die sbb comel sgt time merangkak/tatih... tapi tak sampai ati laks... huhuhuh...


Firuz's wedding...
More pics to come.. tapi tak sempat nak transfer from my crappy cam.. nnti da transfer gua upload kat fesbuk.. huhuh... whatever...
First time jejak kaki kat Berserah (seingat aku la).. banyak ikan masin n keropok lekor... habih borong aritu... cian kete K Long.
Anyway.. Doesn't she looks luvly? She's always beautiful even without make ups..
Congrats Firuz... semoga berbahagia ke akhirnya.. =)

This pic.. haha... saje jer... First eat Wendy's mase nini tapau dari PJ.. ntah mane hale die pegi.. Then, i've been craving for the burger.. rase masin2.. best! But i think the burger was bigger last time... hurm.. but Fries not so sedap (xmcm Mc D).. Alasan makan kat sini? Boikot Mc D.. eventhough this is also an American product, tapi tak rase guilty sgt as there is no direct instruction to boycott.. haha.. jahat sungguh!! Bygkan Azie.. kite dah menyalurkan sedikit wang ke sane!!! Okie2 i know.. i know... i will stop eating at Wendy's coz i need to shed some weight!

ps/ still wondering what is Cool Elegance? Pakai Cool Fever + Ice Bag ngan baju kurung okey kot? huh!

c.o.o.l e.l.e.g.a.n.c.e

Am attending a company dinner this saturday and i'm still don't have a dress/clothes whatsoever to wear!

Am screaming Cool Elegance! What on earth is cool elegance?
Am thinking to wear my Elle grey tweed jacket + ala audrey hepburn black mini dress (from sosuheaven) + Elle skinny black pants... Cool but not elegance...

My colleague cadangkan dress.. but how to find nice 'muslimah-dress' without looking near to jubah yet not too semak... hurm.. i'm definitely running out of time, with sooo limited money & with mountain of work.. i want to buy something look elegance + cool (the main theme of course) without having to spend thousands. hehehe... something that catch my eyes.. i dun care about other people eyes... huhuh... ultimately pening!

Habeh dah survey blog.. ade yang cantik.. but samada cun utk org kurus jer (takleh sorok my extra 2kg tummy hahah makan lagi tak ingat donia).. atau pun not meant for cool elegance dinner.. hurm.. ade yang dah okey but can they deliver it tomorrow.. huhuh tak tanye lagi the owner tapi nanti try dulu..

p/s sblm ni tak kisah pun nak pakai lelawa simple pun ok.. awat tetibe gatal sgt aku nieh... huhuhu... =P

O.s.p.i.t.a.l R.h.a.p.s.o.d.y

These 2 weeks are definitely hospital weeks for our family...
It started when mama had severe fever and was admitted to HKL on 21st March.

Scary hallway.. been walking thru' this hallway from 24 - 28/3/2009...

Alhamdulillah.. Mama getting better and had been transferred to wad 28 on Monday 30/3/2009..

Knocking on heaven's door.. 30/3/2009 - 2/4/2009...

1st April..

Hari yang bersejarah dalam diari kami sekeluarga...
Along aka Honey memang dah demam since Sunday.. penah sampai 40.. bawak g klinik & bagi ubat...
Siang ok.. Malam demam balik... Hum.. dah suspect denggi.. so Tuesday morning Angah bawak Along g check up kat Ampang Putri.. Check darah result leh dapat the same day...
Doc suspect Denggi.. tapi nak masuk ampang putri cam jauh nak ulang alik dari umah.. pastu mama still ada kat HKL... Angah decided hantar along kat Danau Kota hospital.. tapi was rejected sbb takde doc pakar.. then try Gombak Medical Centre.. pun rejected coz doc pakar datang spital 5 hari skali... huhu... so, nak taknak tengah hari tu Papa & Angah hantar Along ke Ampang Putri..


Second day... still tak larat nak bangun...


3rd day.. dah larat nak bangun sket...


Tension kene snapped gambar time demam..

Okie sambung balik rentetan perjalanan sejarah kami...

Baru je papa, angah & honey sampai APSH.. K Linda (My Sis in Law) call papa.. dah sakit sangat nak deliver baby.. Huhu.. Papa terus gegas lari balik umah amek K Linda...
At the same time, K Linda called me.. sape nak jaga Una & Aiman? (Their 2nd & 3rd child) Abahwe pun dah abeh dialesys... (My grandpa)

I was on my way to Eyeda's house (my staff).. she'd delivered a baby boy.. so nak g tgk la ngan kekawan lain... Just 5 minutes ago, En M (one of the manager) called me for a discussion at HQ..

Adeh.. cemanner nih.. but i had set in my mind... anything family come first..

So, call En M, to cancel the discussion.. tapi die suruh datang jugak.. Hurm.. so.. ingat nak tunggu Eyeda balik dari spital, tgk baby then lari pegi HQ.. Then dash off to hospital amek Una & Aiman.. Tapi dah kul 1 lebih nih.. Eyeda and the baby belum sampai.. dah mundar mandir.. skali kasut baru lak terpijak taik kucing.. chis! sempat lagi..

Luckily K Zah (tumpang kete K Zah dtg tadi.. Iswara-Evo3 ku habeh gas aircond..) kesian tgk boss die ni dok kalut2.. K Zah bagi kunci Gen 2 suruh balik opis skang ngan K B.. huhuh... TQ eak K Zah! =D

Okie.. So memecut le saya.. Skali Papa call.. Papa dah sampai Setapak.. nak tinggalkan kids kat opis ke nak bawak g spital dulu... kesian lak papa nak uruskan kak linda lagi nak jaga dak2 tu lagi.. takpe.. ayu dah nak sampai dah ni.. papa drop kat opis la.. (walhal kat MRR2 tmn melawati lagi.. sempat ni pecut).. ape lagi.. tekan kuase Gen 2 sambil call nini.. (sebbaik tuan keter tak naik sama.. kot tak mesti kecut perut)... tukar Plan.. cadang nak parking aiman & una kat nini (UM) pegi discussion kat HQ then balik fetch them up... tapi Maxis bengong.. takleh nak call nini... Pesan ngan Kak B... kalau misal tak dapat call nini, minta kak b wakilkan aku yer... Kak B kate Insya Allah..

Sampai opis.. Papa dah takde.. diorang dah pegi spital lama nau tunggu Acik tak sampai2...
Ape lagi.. parking Gen 2 amek Iswara-Evo3.. dushhh HKL... Smpai kat H Bersalin.. Papa tgh pegang Aiman (Cute! kalut lupe nak amek gambar).. Una tgh tgk Mama die.. Doc tgh check2..

Skali... K Linda dah ditolak ke dewan bersalin.. aku kene g register kan.. huhu.. sebbaik i dtg sini.. kalau pegi HQ terus.. tatau la papa camne... Dah settle register.. Msg En Mizie & K B.. confirm tak sempat nak g discussion nih... skali.. bateri phone plak habeh... ADEHH!! sebbaik sempat call En Mizie.. Kak B jer tak sempat.. huhuh... nombor K B tak ingat lak tu.. huhu.. gune la public phone yang last ku guna mase kat MMU dedulu.. (credit slalu abeh time tu)

Dah settle pesan kat K Zah suh pesan kat K B... lege.. pegi bagi misi borang dah register.. misi suh antor barang kat Wad A1.. huhu.. waahhh.. first time masuk Wad bersalin... hehe.. baju die kaler Pink.. comel la..

Lepas tu turun bawah.. "Papa nak g tgk Mama.. mama dah tak tenang duduk kat bilik die.. BP headwired... Acik tunggu sini ngan kids nanti apaper call papa.." aku dengan confident.. Okie..
Pastu teringat.. Phone dah abeh bateri.. si Aiman dah comot makan roti Doremon.. Una dah excited nak beli air mesen.. Bahwe lagi sesorang kat umah... aduh.. pegi la skali lagi kat public phone tu.. call papa.. " Takpe Ayu bawak balik budak2 ni dulu". Papa okie..

Aku pun dusshhh balik umah menaiki Iswara-Evo3 tanpa aircond tu... huhuhu... singgah jap kat Mc D.. (stop boikot arini sbb tak sempat nak singgah memane beli makan the kids).. itupun singgah drive thru jer...

Sampai umah.. bahwe has taking his noon nap.. lege... bagi the kids makan Mc D... heheh bukan makan pun dok main spiderman jerk! chiss..

Skali... Assalamualaikum... "Udaa!!!" my saviour!!! huhuhuhu... best2... bawak plak Big Apple.. huhuh.. makan lagi...

Kul 6.. Papa balik dengan ajim..
Uda pegi kat Honey.. Acik pegi kat Mama & K Linda...

Bangga2!! I was the first to see our new family member!!!
Dgn excitednye.. sms sumer orang "Alhamdulillah K Linda dah selamat melahirkan Alinur kul 2.39 ptg tadi.. berat 2.8kg"

Mama & baby sihat.. Alhamdulillah..

Our new groovy baby... Alinur Alya Humaira.. =D

Lepas tu gi kat Mama.. Mama dah sihat.. Mama kate takyah tidur hospital malam.. Pg balik umah.. tunggu orang kat umah lak... hehehe...
So balik umah... bawak placenta skali nak tanam... dah settle tanam.. kul 9 lebih.. g APSH dengan Abg, Ajim, Aiman & Una... gi tengok Honey...

huhuh.. fuhh kul 12 baru balik umah.. balik tak ingat paper terus tidur...

Mama & K Linda balik umah 2/4/2009.. and honey balik 5/4/2009..

6/4/2009 Aiman pulak demam campak.. kesian dak cumel nih... dah la cerah.. bile naik merah2 kat badan n muke die kesian sangat...


Demam-deman tapi tetap senyum kat camera!!

Alhamdulillah we managed to survive ujian kali ini.. Bila renung balik.. everything happened for a reason kan.. Ada hikmah di sebalik ujian ini.. Aiman pun dah sihat semalam @ 8.4.2009..
Apepun... Our family become closer and stand together all days.. =D Mamacik, Papacik & Wawa pun turun KL to give us helping hands.. Thanks guys! Mama have to admitted again to HKL for further check up next 2 weeks.. skang kene jumpe neuro-something something.. something related to her fever earlier... So, InsyaAllah lepas sumer dah settle & sihat.. we'll have a family gathering for doa Selamat...

~ Ape yang penting... Kerjaaasame~

p/s within these 2 hectic weeks.. i gained 2 kgs! huhuhu...
Confirmed.. i'm this type of person (lupe dah type ape aritu bace kat CLEO).. bile risau or having problem or busy je makan...

pp/s I once read an article in newspaper.. Wanita sekarang tidak perlu risau untuk berpinggang langsing.. Pinggang lebar bermaksud kejayaan dalam hidup/pekerjaan.. Pinggang yang lebar bermaksud lebih kental untuk menghadapi tekanan.. N bile tekanan dihadapi, lemak akan disalurkan ke bahagian perut.. +D Another reason to avoid dieting.. haha.. =P

ppp/s I really thanks my supercool boss for understanding my calls these 2 weeks.. first week cuti the whole week (thanks for visiting mama & me too! =) ) and had to work from house for 2 days sbb takde orang nak jage the kids.. huhuhu.. really appreciate you mem! =)

t.o.u.g.h & c.h.i.l.l.s

Tough...

So i was told this is the toughest stage of the journey... This is when all the satans come to cucuk2 n meracun fikiran... Everybody think the same way is it? i dunno... have u feels that u are making the right decision at the first time... then suddenly as the time goes by, u're afraid that you're making the wrong turn.. My heart feeling seems to be fickled these days... out of 7 days a weeks, i wasted 4 days thinking if this is the right choice... then.. at the end of the day... i will smile thinking how grateful i am and i'm happy... sigh.. I hate this feeling.. this insecurity feeling... this lonely... this emptiness... and especially the doubtful feeling... Errgghh... i hate this feeling! a lot! it's tough... I pray that this stage will ended fast and peaceful... tak suke bile rase ade bende tak kena... but dunno what... feeling like yelling but dun wanna hear any voice... rase cam nak marah tapi tatau ape benda nak marah... huh!

Lagi 7 bulan lagi... Sabar ye u... =(

Chills...
"U.. pg shah alam ke?"
"A'ah naper.."
"Owh. Patutla xde. saje. ingat nak ajak tgk wayang."
"Owh.. Hmm.. Kalo sempat ptg kang i msg u..." (ayat merajuk + jual mahal.. rentetan kene skolah smalam.. =P)

We went to KLCC yesterday to watch Dragon Ball Evolution..
The movie is very depressingly sad! Out of 5 star.. i give them 1! and that 1 is only for Bulma's ride & gadget (DBE) and the realistic dragon balls... other than that it's hopeless... huhuh... En Piccolo (also known as En Satan) is damn creepy... tak cute langsung mcm dlm manga... =( majin buu takde... (die pun bukan watak utama.. but it's great to see he changed something into coklat) and yang paling takleh blah... Bulma & Goku mat salleh! Ini adalah diskriminasi... why everybody else can be either chinese or japanese but when i come to the main character it has to be white? needless said.. i just dun like this movie... whatever! hehe...

Hurm... I purposely wore my koyak nose shoes going out with him yesterday.. haha... mane tau kot2 leh dapat kasut baru... Before the movie started.. as usually to kill time, we go for window shopping.. hehe tetibe...

"U nak g cari kasut ker?" wink*wink..
"erm.. nak jugak" ngeh ngngeh... *big grin* =D sambil tersengih2 manjer...

So, we went straight to Primavera... since i started working.. i love buying primavera shoes.. i love d design & d quality.. plus it's cheaper than clarks, aldo, guess, etc... For shoes, i opted for quality & comfortable...
First, bcoz my feet carried my body (over)weight every day... cian kat die... huhu...
Second, coz i dun buy shoes every month... hummm... PLUS... susah nak jumpe shoes that i like and he approved... haha...

my shoes fashion is something like these...



Peep Toes (pics courtesy by http://www.ninewest.com)

Round Toe Shoe (pics courtesy by http://www.dorothyperkins.com/)

While, he preferred shoes like this...

Pointy court shoe (pics courtesy of http://www.ninewest.com)


Pointy pumps (pics courtesy of http://www.ninewest.com)

pointy platforms (pics courtesy of http://www.ninewest.com)

And, what we both agreed is on this...

ballerina shoe / mary jane shoes (pics courtesy of http://www.ninewest.com)

But the thing is... takkan nak pegi office, meeting pun nak pakai ballerina shoes kan... so unsophisticated... So, I tried more than 10 different kind of black, pointed covered shoes... Angkut all the shoes to him (TED just sit.. malas nak layan rambang mata aku..) Finally, we found 'THE ONE'.. okay la tu... tapi paper bag die dah tukar kaler... putih hitam dah tak merah.. Then, he offered me another pair of shoe (this one, my choice!) YEAY! and he bought me both shoes & made me promise "ni last shopping... no more shoe shopping until after *******.." okay boss! So, i guess i have to repair my red Clark's mary jane la lepas nih... xleh beli kasut baru.. kikiki...

Today, for the first time.. I entered Tiffany & Co. jewelry shop... huuuhuuu... cantiknyee!! bergemerlapan... fuh! RM 20K platinum wedding band! gosh! i'm so wanted that ring!

And now it's 11.26.. and i only send 1 email... approve 1 adjustment and check 2 e-mail... i'm so lazy & i spend all morning reading blog i newly found.. it's hilarious... ok.. i have to drink now and working my butt on the second part of the day.. =)

L.i.f.e

Once a upon a time, there was this girl.

Not too tall, yet not too short. not too skinny yet not too plumpy. She was in her mid 20 of age. She has what we could call an ordinary life. She has a happy family with loving mom & dad and supporting siblings.

She had a nice-stress job yet not her dream job - just enough to pay her bills and shopping. She had promoted twice in 2 years. She received an award for her work every year. She had a pretty hactic-busy year last year. So this year, she expect things to be slow down a bit with her job and her life could be a little bit relax than last year.

She was quite ready to move to the next phase of her life... to be independent and to be with her significant others. She thought this is the time she has to move on and ease her mother's mind with her stubborness.

Yes, she was planning for her wedding to be held in the 3rd quarter of this year. She was happy.. She has a normal Fiancé.. loving - but not so romantic, caring - but not overprotective, goodlooking - obviously not that brad pitt, but still she love looking at him, a stable job - not rich, and most of all.. love her so much.

Her routine would be from Monday to Friday, 8am off to work. 8pm she'd be at home and help her mom with housework.. sometimes continue her office work at home using her laptop.. sometime she would go online and checked her facebook.. Sometimes she just lazed in front of the tv watching her fav series - CSI.

While on Saturday, around 11 am she would go to APSH to pick up her granddad from Dialesys treatment and go back straight home. She would continue housework & officework / online (again) at home. When she had new books, she would spend practically every free hours to read her books. Or she would just re-read the old books. Sometimes, when her Fiancé has no class, they would hang out to cinema / eat. Sometimes, there were wedding invitation to be attended.

Every thing seems to be just an normal ordinary life.

Until last Saturday, she opened her purse to check her license. Damn! Her license was 'dead' since 8 months ago!! She had been driving her car and her mom's car, her sis's car, her fiance car, for 8 months without a license!!!!

Errghh.. why is this happening to her.. Clearly, she had been cursed by the Road Spirit..

Before this, she always had accidents while driving. Then, suddenly last year she stop kissing or get kissed by other people's cars successfully. not even one accident for last year. So, she thinks.. "well it's over now.. I'm normal".

But then.. She had 3 parking summons (at the same location different spot). Her car's air cond's compressor went crazy - She drove her boss once with no air-cond and it's freaking hot in the afternoon. And now... She had her license dead for 8 months!

Ergg... she definitely been Cursed... She definitely have to work harder so that she can hire a personal driver who would take care all her car's matters. or.. she really need someone (i.e a hubby) to sort things out for her.. =P

H.a.t.e

hurm... u made a mistake.. by your past self... u think... if u cud.. u might wanna turn back and kill that U... uuuurrgghh!! i'm so hate myself rite now... for being so stupid and worry mama now... aaarrghhH!! i hate myself... better i just shut up and drive... i'm lockin' myself in my room... not knowing what to do... no one could help other than myself!

8 months + 15 days

Hehehe... It's the 3rd day of February... The 3rd day of the 2nd month of the year 2009...

I can't sleep last nite.. not because i didn't want to or because i hve imsonia.. (thinking of that, it's been a long time i stop hving this imsonia thingy... wonder why eah? am i having a happy life now? less stress?) but because of the 'let's firecracker blowing their minds' around my house... huhuhuh... not that i'm insensitive of whatever happened around us... i have no offense on that...

What makes me thinking is... out of sudden, I've this fear... is it how the palestinian child/women felt out there in that never ending war? The sound of firecracker (the one that we use for New year celebration at KLCC)... NON STOP! i sometimes afraid it will suddenly missed the target and hit my roof...

I've been thinking last nite that i wud suggest to mama that we have our 'basement' in case of anything... remember that when the Japan invaded us back in the 40's.. our grandparents do have their basement to hide... and by the way... it's cool.. heheh... i always think attic & basement is cool when i was a child.. so that i have a place for my own...

I remember one of my lecturer back in u told us that it will be essential for everyone of us to have a basement in our house... coz, earth will no longer be the safest place to live... Alhamdulillah Malaysia is still a peace & safe country till now, and i'm sure for the next 5 years... but we can't predict the future nor that i'm a fortune teller...

What with the politic clouds the begin to grow darker each day... huh! and economic situation... with unexpected wheather condition... bla bla bla...

hehe.... so, what is it with the title? ngeh ngeh ngeh...
Let it be a mystery.....

no.. it's not what u think it is....
hahaha...