csi trilogy

hey guys.. hari ni csi trilogy 3 episode marathon 9pm to 12mn..

jom kire berapa banyak kali 'H' cakap sambil pandang tepi / pandang bawah pegang cermin mate / gazing at the horizon tatkala bercakap dengan ray langston from csi vegas ngan mac taylor from csi ny.. and... berapa banyak kali die wat camtu sepanjang 3-jam cerita berlangsung... hahaha...

ps: setakat ni rasenye dah ade dekat 7 kali kot....
update later!

** update as at 11.30 am @ 29/7 ~ huhuhu... xdpt kire.. my baby xbg chance mummy nk tgk / gelakkan atok H.. hihihi.. even ade ulangan 12-3 pun mummy xdpt tgk sbb bb takmoh tidur... huhuhu.. takper nnti tgk ulangan balik... will update later lps berjaye kire... ;p

** update as at 6/8 ~ after few times watching back the series.. H only appeared in the first csi miami.. and i lost count after 20 times.. aahah... failed!

21 days to go....

hehe... i'm in my confinement period rite now..
my shweet lil baby came 3 weeks earlier than expected... so now am adjusting to my new role..
hehe... kat sini aku nk ckp... tak sabar nak tunggu lagi 21 hari...
1) nak potong kuku
2) nak gi jenjalan
3) nak minum ais! (cuti satu hari then sambung balik pantang ais.. boleh?)
4) nak tgk eclipse (wlupn confirm dah abeh dah kat cinema)


gbr baby tak dpt ditonjolkan pada masa ini sbb... hikhik... mcm artis, kena tunggu abeh pantang baru leh expose.. ;p

oklah kuku panjang tak best nak taip... chow =)

Jazzy June...

Every single year...
I used to look forward for June.. without fail... hehe...
June 9 1982, i was born.. cute (i guess ;p) and lovely.. hahaha..
Then.. June, since last 3 years brought double celebration for me.. my birthday + r*ship anniv with Ted.. (*v*)

But this year different story.. sometimes being pregnant didn't always do justice for you.. hahaha.. i guess.. my lil baby had steal my limelight even before she's born! huhu.. jeles dengan baby sendiri...

Not only that I (both of us) 'ter'forget about our 1st June r*ship anni... but dalam kesibukan nak get prepared for the coming baby.. my family also almost 'ter'forgot my birthday.. thanks to FB reminder (and mine of coz) diorg ingat jugak.. Hehe.. and guess what, my birthday present for this year? "baby cot.. of coz for my lil baby"
See.. belum lahir pun dah cilok my bday pressie.. hahaha.. i know i'm 28 this year.. and Ted's wife and gonna be a mommy in few weeks time.. tapi.. i still wanna have bday celebration with my family like always.. hehe... Thanks mama+papa+abg&family+angah+nini+ajim for the luvly cake & dendeng!! Yeay!!! I made a special request from mama to made me dendeng since March.. hehh.. but the dendeng have to be made in June because raya will be in Sept (by that time, either i'll still in confinement period or i'll start dieting) and the baby come in July.. so, by the time raya come.. i can still remember the taste... takde la jaki sangat tengok orang makan dendeng time tu.. hehe..

As for Ted.. hehe.. he still cute as always.. thanks luv for the frame+choc+henpon (walaupun seken hen, n bru pakai 1 malam dah jatuh chest drawer..) and late dinner we had @ studio cafe (teh tarik die serious sedap!).. hehe..
"i nak beli kek.. tapi u tu dah overweight.. nnti baby keluar besar, ke ade paper ke nnti.. so i beli choc ni je..." =D
ye.. husben saya tak romantik.. tapi die sgt comel kalau die nak mengembirekan saye.. hehe..

Hehe.. Kadang-kadang tengok kalendar cam tak caye jer... i'm 28 already! hurm.. dulu ade jugak buat wish list what i'll be in 28... yupe.. one of it is to have a baby.. hihi.. even i dun feel i'm ready just yet.. tapi rupe2nye i have this idea for like 8 years ago.. i made my goal list when i was 20.. time tu dah agak boleh pikir sket.. hehe..
cume yang masih belum tercapai...
+ pakai mini cooper..
+ sambung study.. (aiyoh.. bile la nak sambung balik ni.. siap dah terlupe dah)
+ beli rumah..

hehe.. tu jelah bebelan saya pada hari ini... ngeh ngeh ngeh...
see the calendar.. only 3 weeks away to meet my baby...
only 3 weeks je lagi.. I dun get much/enough sleep these days... i woke up every hour..
posisi tidur pun kena tukar every 20mins..
Clingy to Ted like.. entahlah... member nak pegi main badminton pun nanges.. nak pegi basuh kete pun sebuk nak ikut.. huhu...

i suppose to finish the scrapbook i made for my lil baby.. tapi... i only started like 10% of it.. camno? hehe...

Ya Allah.. permudahkanlah perjalanan hambamu ini... Peliharalah hambamu ini..

prejudice

i dunno about u...
tapi aku slalu face benda ni... being judge by people... unknown people.. especially sales assistants...
i'm a very simple person.. i dun like wearing fancy dresses unless pergi keje/kenduri... i chose comfy over pretty.. nak2 time preggie ni, in this 3rd trimester.. aku pakai sliper je gi memana.. sbb kaki dah start sembap..
i normally ignored these idi*ts yg bile kau masuk kedai die, die pandang muka kau sambil kalau dlm manga ade awan kat atas kepala die sambil berkata "eh.. kau ade duit ke nak beli barang kat sini" huhu... sebab tu, aku tak suker window shopping.. bile ade benda nak beli (and of cos ade duit) barulah aku pegi masuk kedai... ke aku yang paranoid giler tatau ler.. hahaha... ;p

Tapi.. kejadian semalam yang paling prejudis...

semalam mase on the way to shah alam.. aku singgah satu 7-e dekat mrr2... sbb nak beli air mineral.. tapi sbb just before that aku dah tapau ice white coffee.. aku mule rase bersalah kat baby... jadik.. aku nak beli air 'kesihatan' (konon dapat membantu mempercepatkan pengeluaran sisa-sisa white coffee tu nnti)... aku amek air mineral evian tu (sbb die mcm air berkhasiat jer aku tengok)... pastu amek air soya.. (last minit berkesan lagi ke) hehe.. pastu amek roti sekeping.. pegi kat kaunter.. nak bayar lah...
tetibe cashier tu tanye aku... "ni tau tak harga die berapa?" sambil tangan menunjuk ke arah botol mineral evian tu... panas giler telinge aku rase... "taulah RM4 lebih.. kenaper?" aku rase cam nak tambah jer "ape, awak ingat saya tak mampu ker?" nasebbaik aku tengah nak cepat... huhu... pastu adela die komen ape tah... aku buat muke blur jer... dah bayar aku kuar cepat2.. aku parking 'norah jones' aku kat depan 7e.. aku rase cam nak tekan je alarm kete dari dlm 7e.. hahaha.. gile shallow aku nih.. tapi.. isk.. aku tak paham betullah... ingat aku pakai sliper pink.. mengandung terboyot2.. aku tak mampu beli air mineral harge 4 inggit ker?

lagi satu... beza kalau ko tersesat jalan / amek minyak / drive thru' sambil bawak kete 'iswara evo' dengan kalau bawak 'norah jones'... kecik ati evo aku dulu...

(~_~)

Hari ni... 7/6/2010..
Kami terputus komunikasi...

His first day at hq and his phone was out of battery...
I'm here and my phone betrayed me selepas terjatuh dari chest drawer.. chait!
our only communication tools are office's phone & e-mail..
But....
He'll be coming home late (dunno what time).. and i'll be going to Gombak..

Jadi.. inilah luahan perasaan saya pada hari ini...
Huhu.. barulah terasa sangat syahdu salam nak pegi keje pagi tadi...
I have to get used with the idea of not seeing him at the office...
Sangat comei kene ikat tie pepagi isnin... hahahaha... ;p

Hahaha... biarlah wa nak syahdu2 hari first nih...
Byk benda nak citer: adhoc baby moon & my incomplete project.. tapi nnti lah...
Perasaan sekarang: debaran minggu ke 34 (aku tak booking hospital lagi) & kesyahduan hari pertama.. hahahaha... giler..

Anyway, congrats & good luck to my beloved Teddy*hubby*
** terasa sangat perempuan aku luah perasaan kat sini... hahaha... maafkanlah ibu mengandung ni yer...

Kasi Can Lah... =P

~ The Tunnel of Love ~

Hiks... Love is in the air.. (^_^) kasi chance la mau letak gambar lagi.. ;P

So, this month we're already in the 6 months of marriage life..

(sumpah lupe lagi last Friday was the 16th of April)

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Being preggie right after the wedding, i wud say.. is quite challenging..

What with ur swinging-mood.. ur partner's expectation.. u're still in your honeymoon mood but u have to deal with ur emotional changes + the morning sickness (i dun have this) + backpain + feeling lethargic when u wanna do something fun (like jalan2/joging)..

You're like in the beginning of a tunnel.. U can't see the end.. U dunno know how the road like in the tunnel, is it bumpy or smooth.. u're not sure how long the tunnel goes.. u dunno know what to expect while u're in the tunnel... you definitely have high expectation when reach the end.. And you might once in a while worried, what if--- something happened while you're inside the tunnel, can u make a u-turn (unless u're riding a motorbike, then it's not a big deal), or can u make it to the end..

Betullah orang cakap.. "What people most afraid of is.. Fear of not knowing.."

So, with that kind of questions running in your mind, and you will be having another human life depending on you not more than 9 months later, it eat u inside.. Wuuhhuu.. it takes quite some times before the news hit you and by the time u realise this is real, it's only 4-5 months left.. Hehe..

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That's where communication, understanding, caring is crucial.. And Thank God the love is still hot in the air.. hehe.. ;P

Pre-Caution Warning: What i'm gonna say here might disturb some of you out there.. so, beware and just bare with me ok.. =D

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I'm blessed to have an understanding Teddy. hahaha.. ;P yupe.. We're now have a standard understanding who to make dinner (me with his assistance), do the dirty laundry - basuh & sidai (ted), clean laundry - lipat baju (me), sweep/clean d house (me), throw out the trashes (ted), shut down the light before bed (Ted.. haha)..

I'm also blessed to have a ted who can cook.. haha.. so, that everytime we decided to dine in, i can 'outsource' some of the dishes to him.. Haha.. And he loves offering his hands when i'm cook, to which i accepted with my big shweet-smile..

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Ianya terasa "heaven" bila anda preggie..

a) Bile ade orang tolak dr blakang to support tiap kali naik tangge.. (even ade 23 anak tangge jer. ;p)

b) Bile tetiap malam ade orang tarikkan selimut..

c) Bile tetiap malam bole pakai stokin comel (^_^) - kaki wa slalu cramp ;.(

d) Bile hari-hari ade orang bebel sbb x bagi nak makan junk food n nescafe ;P

pastu bile tak tahan wa kene gi smuggle.. haha.. experience la buang bahan bukti all that.. ;p (lucky he won't read my blog)

e) Bile tetibe ade orang tendang-tendang perut anda - dr dlm perut la.. hehe..

f) Bile pagi2 anda emo sbb baju yang anda iron masih berkedut (yg kecik2 tu), ade penyelamat tolong sambung iron.. Haha...

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Ok, now i have to go.. dun talk to me until 29/4.. hahaha.. ;P

is.it.hormones?

~ PD 2010 ~


These days..

1. I've been thinking about Arwah Abahwe & Makwe (my late grandfather & grandmother)
~ How great if they're still alive to be by myside next July.. As i'm the first granddaughter in the family to get married and pregnant.. Yang termampu, sedekahkan Al-fatihah kepada rohnya semoga dicucuri rahmat..




2. Now that we live separately from our parents.. I've been thinking a lot about Mama & Papa.. Not that they're alone at the house (Angah, nini, ajim & abg still at home).. And sometimes worried for nothing... Mama always called me either Selasa / Rabu (Ted's sport days) and once again on Friday (Another Ted's sport day).. and when she didn't called I will be worried.. Biaselah anak kan.. mesti nak mak call dulu.. huhu... But now, i've improved.. i call her before she called me.. =D tatahhaann windu.. Even nak balik gombak tu sbnrnya just 20 minutes away (traffic lite yg super byk)... but when u have ur own house u tend to drive to ur home (auto-pilot) instead of ur parents house. huhu... And i always love the ideas of being home before Ted. So, i can ala-ala menunggu kepulangan suami terchenta.. hiks.. especially on his sports nites..

Insaf.. entahla.. maybe i'm preparing myself to be a mom.. selalu terfikir, have i done enough to make them happy? Ade satu wish aku untuk mama & papa that doesn't accomplished yet.. Hopefully, next year will be the earliest for me to make it come true... Ya Allah berikanlah aku rezeki yang lebih... Amin.. ;)
There are so many things i wish i could do earlier and i wish i didn't do..

3. Hari-hari nak makan coklat... especially cake! uhhh.. sudah2 leh tu wahai napsu makan ku... Huhu.. fine. i 'kantoi' last check-up.. i successfully gained another 4.5 kgs.. and that allows me to be getting another MGTT test in May/June.. Hahaha... Thank you.. thank you.. i'm trying to cut down my rice intakes.. Please, people out there... Pray for me.. My pretty baby is giving us hint that s/he will come out big if i dun stop eating and gain unnecessary weight..

4. I'm afraid of being left alone at home.. (~_~) I'm afraid that if i slept alone, i might not be able to wake up and wish everyone goodbye or worst apologies for my wrongdoings.. Ya Allah panjangkan lah umur hamba Mu..

5. I'm hot! huhu.. seriously i cud sleep with full-blast air-cond, plus 1 kipas kaki (berdiri) without my duvet for 4hours... I had a swollen nose (like the clown nose) and my nose is having it's run every day.( u got what i mean?) ahh.. me and tissue now is like Aur & Tebing..

6. I'm clingy to Ted.. Whoaaa malu la wei citer kat sini.. hehe.. but it's true... hehe.. Orr.. maybe it's not me.. it's the baby.. =D (alasan kaver malu) i wish i cud be in his pocket, so that he'll take me everywhere..

7. I'm lazy (more that before. haha)

8. Children / Kid like me more than before. especially babies.. not just girl.. the boy also.. So, practically i'd heard many comments on what my baby gonna be.. hehe.. =D luv to hear all the telltales.. There's 1 day, this boy (around 3y.o) at my house.. he supposed to be going to the direction of his house, but when i passed him by, he just turned around and follow me.. hehe.. Shweett..

9. I always had this urge to cry.. "Cry on my shoulder..."

10. I still feel shy whenever i need to talk to the tummy (bby).. And normally i can't speak malay.. hahaha.. and normally i'll be talking more to myself in my head instead to the tummy (bby)..

11. I wonder how will i look when the time comes... Yelah.. tengah kau sakit giler.. camne leerr agaknye muka time tu.. huhu.. am practising the position, breathing technique and exercising time tengah contraction.. tapi... terbayang.. camne kalau tengah2 kat ofis.. Alangkan sakit2 skit2 ni pun kekadang muke aku tak boleh blah.. huhuh... Tapi time tu, it will be me + Ted + mama/papa/mama/abah je yang ade kan.. hehe.. takde la malu sangat.. if my sisters were to be there.. aduhh..

Hurm.. Sometimes, you just have to brave the live in front of you instead of holding back.. I wish.. I cud be always be positive.. I pray that I will be all healthy throughout this wonderful journey..

* Ted is having ptd exam this weekend.. Hahahaha.. kena bace buku teks tebal giler pasal Malaysia... Hahahahah.. sbnrnya aku yang neves lebih.. =P

** update @ 4pm: I had tears in my eyes, when k B informed her son has graduated & akan angkat sumpah esok to become a Doctor.. i had tears in my eyes.. coz i feel proud too.. (even i hardly talked to him.. yelah dahla budak ni baye adik aku.. penyegan pulak..)(~_~) confirm this must be hormones punya hal.. huhu...