2 days..

to go... but to tell the truth... tak sempat pun nak pikir nak berseronok...
huhuh (T_T)... hopefully by tomorrow dah menyeraplah aura keseronokan...
First time nak travel tapi tak rase ape2...

Sbbnya...
This week has been the most- tunggang terbalik, kelam kabut, upside down -week for me...
Dengan one of my team MC till Nov sbb operation, and another team EL hasben sakit, and another team kena pegi bg refreshment training iCP. Addoiii!!
So, for 2 days, i've been alone for my team... then, hopefully tomorrow 1 of my team will be here so that i can explain everything and memberi kata2 hikmat.. huwaaa...

in fact, this week alone, i've been crying twice! huwaa... tak taulah ape nak jadik ngan team aku next 3 weeks. hopefully they'll be doing fine.
Next week sorang je tinggal. 1 on site support, 1 mc.
Next week lagi.. 2 org (hopefully)
Next week lagi.. 1 tinggal. 1 cuti. 1 mc.

Nak taknak kena dtg jugak hari Jumaat tu.. aduhh.. if not, khamis dtg jugak tengok ape cer.. then jumaat cuti kalo tak larat... adoi.. tatau lah... dah la tengah critical nih... nangis skett...

One hand...

Now.. Start counting with 1 hand please....
Ngiahahahaha...

p/s: mood menenangkan diri...

Feeling Low..

hurm... not even 24hours after i was feeling high last week.. bummM!!! there i went feeling really low.. I don't know.. it was my biggest mistakes in years of working in this company..

Ntahlah... it's really my mistakes. i should checked first rather than follow anyone's said..
Pastu... rupanya.. what i did was wrong.. technically it was a good initiatives and i was taking the wrong route.. Lesson Learnt! Big Time! So.. i just be prepared if my monthly salary going to be cut off. :( I hope not.. urrgghh... this is so ugly..
What more, i'm only 3months here.. and now i made a huge mistakes...
I'll be on leave for 3 weeks next week.. arrgghh!!!
Adoii... i was in sleepless nite these 3 days.. ape aku merepek ni... aku tak tido malam 3 hari ni... huhu... end up kena migraine mlm tadi...
Tapi sbbkan aku dah wat salah... takleh nak MC pagi ni sbb kena gi jumpa boss..
Luckily... he's understanding, and i hope... seriously hope, he don't have a bad impression on me after this.. i have to work harder this time to prove myself..

Ahhh... i hate this feeling.
Dahla nak g cuti... uurrgghh..

Alhamdulillah, i managed to get through half of today (the most hated monday of all :( )...
Hopefully, after this.. i can use my brain wisely...
Wake up majin!

Senyum jap...

Senyum sket tengok atas tu... kat blog header... it just another 1 week + 1 day to go... wuuhhuuu...
Actually.. by right it only 1 week je tak smp +1 day.. haha... sbb.. Jumaat next week.. balik kul 5pm (kena sharp) pastu gedebak gedebuk.. kul 8 nak gerak turun Keramat.. Salam2 lepak2 maybe makan2.. pastu gerak g Gombak pulak.. most prolly around 10 - 11pm... then.. tido.. kul 4 pagi bangun.. mandi2.. pastu siapkan brg2.. kul 6 gerak g LCCT.. huhu... pastu 9 lebih dah naik flight... heheh.. confirm! tido sepanjang perjalanan.. or wake up just once or twice.. & confirm jugak lil iman akan tido (hopefully!) hehe...

13 hours on the flight.. uurggghh... i can't imagine. dengan iman yang baru dpt kaki & tak takut orang... of course sibuk nk jln2 lari2 or usik orang.. huu.. adehh... xleh byg...

Hehe... but.. before that.. byk keje kena settle!!! Arggahhh.. mari gigit meja.. hehehe... tensi2..
tapi, kalau nak tangguh tatau bile nak buat.. baik settle before pergi & boleh tenang sket time pergi.. huhu.. hopefully lah.. but then, maybe jugak i'll be unreachable. haha.. kejam! kesian org kat sini.. iskk... minta2 takde paper... hehehe

Read...

Whenever i feel like reading... but don't have a book with me..
i just read this..
It's my comfort reading....
:)

Can't wait for October to come... so, i can start counting with 1 hand.. :P
Ya Allah.. please give me strength to get through these 2 weeks...
Only 12 days to go.. and i'm not here anymore... hihihi


I know i always said something stupid... without thinking wisely... :(
and now.. i dunno how to say how much i regret whatever i said and i never meant it...
Why we always hurt people we love the most... tsskkk... pleaselaa majin.. grow up already!

Didi..~!

Who's Didi?
No.. it's not daddy.. heheh...
But it's mummy... hahehehe... klakar kan..
at first i was wondering maybe die ikut zahira panggil daddy ke ape...
tapi hari sabtu tu die kejut bgn.. memule.. die panggil "didi... didi.." ingt die kejut papa... tapi pastu die g tepuk kejut papa.. "papa.. papa".. pastu tak berjaya...
die pusing balik kat mummy... tepuk2.. "didi..didi".. hehehe kiut!!

Pastu mase kat open house wema...die dok main2 kat depan, mummy jadi anak solehah duk kat dapur.. haha... pastu bile dah penat main.. nak susu die bising... auntie ngn ute carik mummy...
nampak je mummy... "Diiiddiiii"... (T_T)'

Haihh.. punyelah anak bapak... sampai mummy pun dipanggil didi.. ;p
Skarang banyak dah words yang die boleh cakap...:
- Tutu : Susu
- kalau kite cakap "One..." automatic ckp "Two"
- Harloww - Hello (mcm british sket...) ;p
- Salam.. - Assalamualaikum/waalaikummussalam
- Cat - any animals.. hehe Car pun jadik cat jugak...
- Aaaamm - Alhamdulillah (lps sedawa)

Reaction:
- Anything fascinate her : Wwwuuuuuuu...
- Kalau pegang buku / anything bertulis : "A...."
- Ikut nyanyi kat radio..heheh.. atau ape2 yang mummy /papa nyanyi
- Muaahhh - Kiss tapi tak reti kiss. so, die suakan mulut die nganga kat mana2 yg kite suruh kiss. kdg2 kalau geram die gigit skali.. hahaha

Aiisshhh... ngada2 dah skarang.. smp papa die dah cakap... "Iman ni ngada-ngada ni.. tunggulah awak dpt adik besok takde can dah...."

("_") adehh... rase2 cam xsempat tunggu 5tahun je nieh... hehehe ;p

Citer Hari Ni

Ni adelah kali ke 3 aku lawat toilet opis, and officially kali ke 5 aku lawat toilet termasuk kat umah...
Perasaan? Letih... tapi aku tak berani nak blah... sbb bukannye ape pun... rase cam takdele dehydrated lagi... takpe tahan dulu... kalu tak tahan sgt kang aku cabut... hahahaha
hari ni dah la masuk tak productive langsung...
dari pagi takleh bukak email, call org itd die buat remote apetah panggil..
pastu sakit perut pulak kejap2 g toilet.
pastu nak kene arrange balik personal folder kat e0maill...

Kalo dulu umah sekangkang kera siap aku boleh lari balik umah nak g toilet... skang tak lagi... huhuhu.. too bad ;( pegi naik motor... kang kalo aku nak balik bukan aku reti bwk.. naik lrt dah satu keje pulak aku nak naik teksi (bas susah dpt) nak balik umah keramat amek kete baru balik.. huhuhu...
Tulah... u got something, u lose something...

I miss my old team.. i miss my old office...
I miss having my own sweet time thinking nothing at nite...
Arrghhh I miss my old self..

I'm still merangkak rangkak sambil menangis di tepian right now..
I dunno what i've been thinking before.. haha...
Ntahlah... Bukan tak bersyukur.. Alhamdulillah kepada nikmat Allah... cuma i'm still at the adjusting period... nak tukar mind set gua.. nak tukar perasaan berdebar bile discuss dengan agm/gm... ahhh..
Penah rase cam nak benti keje and bukak nursery... tapi kang kalo budak2 memekak ade yg kena libas ngan aku... huhu... sungguh tak sesuaii..
Pastu rase nak bukak cafe siap ade buku2.. wahh style!
tapi aku tau masak aper? megi ngn spagetti je boleh le...
kek sumer hampeh... dah la kalo nak amek order skang mahal.. hahaha

Itulah... suke sgt tengok rumput kat sane tu hijau sangat... padehal hijau die rumput karpet.. chaihh!! hahahaha...
anyways, it's challenging, i just need to find myself and fine my tune.. hehe..
Wish me luck...

Owwhhh... lagi 31 hari nak pegi jalan2.. yeayyy!!!
And another 31days to lose 10kgs.. sempat ker??