Masterchef

My fav astro channel would always be tlc, 711 (stwld) and afc.. Especially where the cooking show is on air... I secretly wish I have the gift to cook without learning...

One of the new cooking-gameshow @ 711 is masterchef us... I bet u all know bout the show already kan.. Hehe..

Uuhh.. I missed out the final of masterchef us @ astro this week, due to jalan-jalan carik makan vacation with familia.. Huhuh..

Everytime tgk judge diorang rase masakan.. Who do you think the most intimidating / psycho judge.. Heheh... Gordon ramsey the infamous judge/host of hell's kitchen (my fav show as well).. The cute chubby graham and the italian guy joe..

Gordon with his cursing lips.. Graham - cutey.. And joe.. Omg.. This guy is the most intimidating guy on planet.. First time watching the show, I paid extra attention to gordon.. But when it came to joe's turn to taste.. Goshhh.. The look! I always feel I wanna puke/vomit everytime waiting for his comment to say yes or no.. Urrgghh.. Macam aku pulak contestant.. Huhuhu... Maybe it's because he's italian n ade darah mafia dengan kepala botak die... It give me goosebump man!


Silent treatment is definitely more intimidating than cursing lips kn? Whaddaya say?
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Points to ponder...

Huhuhu.. Senario:
Jam 4.05pm, berjalan masuk ofis.. Aku tgh buat kronologi.. "Hi, ain.." Aku senyum... "Eh, ain pegi sal esok?" "Takde".. "Oh.. Patutla esok utk *** jer.." ............. Motif? Huhuhuhu
Akan jeleskah saya sbb xdpt pg sal esok... Huhuhu...

Huhu.. Bkn ni jer.. Byk kali2 lain.. Hehehe.. Ape patut aku jawab.. Most of the time.. I just let the cricket sang... Hehehehe... Perlu ke saya menangis sbb xdpt join meeting unit die... Heehehehe.. ;p
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easily pleased

Huhu... I'm an easily pleased person... Hehehe.. Like Ted.. Whenever he wants to go out with his buddy, all he need to do was promised me to buy me some food when he gets home.. And as hard as I tried to sulk or pretend to sulk.. Everytime the word 'food' came out from his mouth, I grinned from ear to ear.. Hehehehh..
So tonite, he wanna go out fishing with abgbo... Huhu, as usual I buat2 tarik muke.. Hahaha.. N then.. He said the magic words "nnt balik I beli u oblong ok.." Dang! And I smiled.. Haha.. Pandai eak ngorat... ;p
So, En Ted.. Salah siape skarang ni... Hihihihihi... ;p
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so much of new year resolution...

Hahahaha... i tell u what...
i guess, my diet / exercise program will be put on hold until 29/12.. heheheh...
So much of new year resolution, kan... baru berazam awal bulan... 3 week of the month dah put on hold.. haha..
but dun get me wrong.. with so many dine-out / vacation activities, there's no waayyy i'm gonna sit there and watch them eat.. while i'm eating my heart out and possibly crying seeing the delicious food infront of me.. (T_T)

Last weekend, we (in laws) all went to Klang for seafood.. so, my justification ~ seafood is okay compared to red-meat.. haha.. we went there on saturday nite.. so, the next day Ted & me went out cycling near our neighbourhood.. penat jugak naik beskal org besar.... hehehe...
Memang berbaloi la naik beskal hari ahad tu... makanan kat kelang memang superb... for 10 pax RM 266 jerr... uuuhhh... lazat! Ketam masak cili, ikan kerapu goreng 3 rase, ikan pari bakar, ikan tatau bakar, sotong masak sambal petai, udang goreng butter, tomyam... yummeyyy... we're supposed to go to melaka for ikan bakar umbai, on friday.. but my bro-in-law had lastminute outstation work, so we decided to sacrifice the melaka trip and went to klang instead. huhuhu...

Gym, dah more than 2 weeks tak jejak... since baby admitted to the hospital.. (T_T) Ted dah membebel, so, esok kena la pegi kite buat sauna dulu... ngehehehe... so, we decided that i'll continue with the gym.. But the timing tu kena adjust.. coz it quite exhausting to pick up my lil baby from babysitter's and sent her to mama's and go to gym then pick up baby from mama's then go back to home... which is : titiwangsa-setiawangsa-gombak-wangsawalk-gombak-up.
just FYI, Wangsawalk mall terletak ditengah-tengah antara gombak n uk pdane. in case u're wondering why i complaint so much.. ;p

On my defense: Now, i'm thinking kenape la tak letakkan gym tu kat gombak... excuses i know! ;p
Pastu, this weekend we (my family) will be heading to eastcoast for 5 days vacation until 29/12.. so, camne aku nak pegi gym kan... so, why not we just start it all over again on the new year itself.. tapi... new year orang cuti, mesti gym nak tutup... so, 2/1/2011 it is.. hahahaha... baru berangan nak jadi jessica alba.. nampaknye baju2 lama ku, lama lagilah kalian dalam kotak itu.. ;( Ted give me until June to be back to normal.. still got 6 months.. so, boleh lagi nih.. makan dulu later kite diet... hahahahah... takpe.. lagipun baby skang bukan leh decide pun nak suke mummy die gemuk ke kurus.. so, pasrah je dulu baby... on our birthday, mummy will be jessica.albalishly slim ok.. ;p wait for it..

Last weekend, mase lepak umah in-laws, Ted tunjuk bro-in-law's dragon balls' collection... huWaaaa.. teringat zaman muda... there's where i get my nickname : Majin from majinbuu.. monster yg suke makan ceklat.. tapi, disebabkan ted asyik perli cam budak2.. so i just borrow 1 dulu.. dah abeh bace pun.. nnti nak gi pulangkan and bace lagi yang lain... eheheh... best2.. dulu, beli tong-tong ngan member.. more that i pinjam member punya.. hahaha.. so, mmg takde koleksi. yang beli pun dah bagi orang.. teringat dulu mase start keja nak start beli all the collection.. but that time.. shoes & handbags lebih menarik perhatian ku.. hahaha..

Okie dah.. tu jer kot dulu.. i'll update after balik vacation with my family... yeay! another 3 days to go... pleaseee... i'm desperately in need of good time off from KL-kota metropolitan... yeay!

Tribute to both my parents & parents-in-law

Pencil: I'm sorry....

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help
you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

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To mama, papa, ma & abah..
Thank you for teach us (me & ted) the right and wrong..
For being there for us, everytime we made mistakes these 28 years of life.
There's not a single second that i felt left alone whenever i'm stuck with problem & made mistakes, no matter small or huge the mistakes were.
We appreciate all the things you sacrificed for us. We love you all. (Though we never said this out loud, especially Ted, please do know that Ted always love all of you from bottom of his heart..)

Betul cakap mama before i was married (whenever she called me for asking my whereabout, and we always teased her that she always have to call me/us (adik bradik) like every 10minutes..) "esok, bile awak dah ade anak, barulah tau perasaan seorang mak/mama"
Yupe, that's true.. Now, i feel it myself. ;)

U think i had enuff... think again...

hehehe...
U think i can just sit here and watch... huh..
Yesterday ayu (my xschoolmate- and yeah.. we share the same homey-name) paid her debt. Yeay! so guess what? Today during lunch hour, i rushed through duke tembus sprint highway to the bookexcess @ amcorp mall. uurrghhh... niat dihati nak beli the christmas pack the gift by cecelia ahern + cathy kelly's past secret, mama's robert ludlum and 1 book for lil baby...

End up... the christmas pack + mama's robert ludlum + sidney shieldon + princess lesson for baby ++ committed by elizabeth gilbert (i shud not went to that bookexcess's pick). Huhu..
And now, i'm doomed if Ted found out. ;p i had 4 unread books remember?
To make it up, i bought him a month-to-a-view diary 2011. ;p

And now, i finally can be calmed whenever that bookexcess upload their december highlights. ;p
U know, i have this adrenalin rush since 11.45am. I could not focus on my work.. the e-mail networks gone down somemore.. adduuhhh.. by 12.30pm i was fidgetting at my table. by 12.50pm i literally ran down to get my car and drove fast. i mean, real fast. i used to drive @ 60km/h (hahaha.. laugh all u want, i'm that old.) ;) but just now, i drove 90 - 100km/h..

i jumped up & down throughout the store from shelf to shelf.. i didn't stop even for a second.. but came to think of that, perhaps it because i seriously need to go to the loo.. hahaha.. but plus the adrenalin rush plus the guilty feeling (and prayed that Ted would not call me while i'm at the shop).. no wonder the cashier look at me like i'm some kind of weirdo. hahaha..

I'll upload the pic later (it's a must!)

Contemplated yet Happppeee

Haha.. see, told ya earlier. I have a very fickle mind. i'm like a lalang.. i get bored easily..
Now, i'm contemplating either to terminate my gym membership that we have bought a new bike.. yippey.. i don't have the photo right now. will share it later.

But, i've this wish to ride a bike since ever.. see my post here. hehe... teringat mase kat MMU dulu, i used to pinjam my housemate's bike to ride around our taman perumahan..
I'd tried to persuade Mama to buy a bike so that i can ride to the office since i started working. Siap dah plan, nak iron baju + mandi and everythingla. >> rejected.
Pastu bace plak blog this girl mmg suke naik beskal. waa.. best giler.
I nag to Ted to buy me a bike. Dicantas lagik..
Then, out of sudden last weekend Ted told me he wanted to ride a bike with his friend. Terus pegi kedai beskal, survey harge then esoknya beli. He told me, that this is a shared-bike. hahaha ok, fine with me. So, now i dun have to go to the gym la kan.. sebab initial plan i want to go to the gym is to join the bike class (which i still didn't join coz of timing. suke nau buat class time magrib. abeh instructor tu nak tolong semayangkan aku ke nanti.. haha.. class utk beginner stiap kamis @ 7.10pm. aiyyoohh.. nak masuk class yang lain mahu tercabut beskal tu nanti aku buat.. hu huhu)..
Beskal pun beli yang cikai jer.. bolehla.. ade kuase tukar2 dari ringan ke berat aku dah cukup happy walaupun semalam cuba naik dari rumah tnb smp ke apartment melur pun ade la dalam 10 kali berhenti.. tapi aku silap kat situ, sebab kayuh laju2 naik bukit.. sepatutnya kena slow n steady. haha... last2 smp dpn apartment tu ted turun keta ganti naik beskal smp ke apt kitorang. haha... takpe semangat.. berusaha.. nnti hari sabtu try lagik ;p

Hehe.. smlm dpt pegi tengok citer Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallow Part 1! Yippey!! Mmg bestlah! confirm kena beli dvd ni (tgklah yg dvdc*p* ke yg ori. haha..) dengan rase bersalah tinggalkan baby kat umah mama untuk pergi berhip hip horray.. huhu.. ;( dah la mase nak hantar tu baby nangis kuat gile sebab terantung mainan sendirik.. sampai nak pegi pun still dengar lagi die nangis.. wuuhhhuuu xpe, next year baby dah besar sket, mommy smuggle baby masuk dlm beg ok kite tgk sesame.. tapi baby kena behave la.. jgn nangis nanti kantoi. ;p
Citer die mmg beyond expectation lah kali.. bravo to the producer.. ;D best gilerr!! walaupun sepanjang citer tu ade je bunyi budak kecik borak, nangis, tanye soalan, yang baby kecik buat babbling pun ade.. haha.. but seriously, looking at the sexy hermione, handsome ron, mmg rase cam terlayar ke alam hp kejap.. hehehee.. best2 best2.. i never missed any of Harry Potter series.. so, this year, walaupun tak dpt tengok eclipse, tak dpt tengok citer denzel washington unstoppable aku pasrah.. tapi tidak when it comes to Harry Potter.. do or die.. haha.. ;p

Tapi, semalam tak dpt pegi dengan Ted. Walaupun telah menghasut sejak memule keluar panggung.. walaupun sehari sebelum semalam dah cakap hari ni nak pegi.. tapi bile die kuar kenyataan "kite tengok nanti eak" confirm mmg die taknak pegi.. memule cam emo jugak.. ohh dulu time dating, boleh je nak pegi tgk wayang ngan i.. die jawap "itu sbb nak dating" ;p haha.. then cubaan tarik muke masam.. hehe.. "i bagi duit beli buku nak?" "Nak. *senyum* ok, i pegi ngan adik jelah" hahahah mate duitan! ;p
Ted baru tau citer lagenda budak setan tu best.. orang skolah menengah dah bace dah.. hehe.. so, he made me go to the kinokuniya and buy him the 3 saga : Lagenda Budak Setan, Katerina & Kasyah Lagenda Berakhir.. Tapi, buku Kasyah takde. so, beli 2 jelah (ini pun aku nak explain kat sini).. haha.. Then, i bought 1 for myself: The Last Night at Chateau Marmont by Lauren Weisberger (the fourth book of the bestselling author of the Devil Wears Prada). Nak beli minishopaholic tabung tak penuh lagik.. huhu..
So, now sehingga 2 minggu from now, mungkin (read: Mungkin) aku akan kurang skit keresahan setiap kali tengok bookexcess upload gbr buku utk december highlight sebab i have 4 books awaits to be read.

Checklist bercuti ke Melaka / Gambang boleh tick 1 : Novel. hehehe ;)

Moving on...

Fuhh kiri... fuhh kanan...

Okie... dah awal muharam & next 3 weeks dah tahun 2011.. so, macam biase banyak orang talking about azam baru and etc...


Haha... selalunya azam tahun baru aku mesti hangat2 tahi ayam jer... selalunya setakat tulis dlm diary/blog jelah... Yelah, kan every year mesti gigih beli diary baru/organiser baru.. So, dapat je diary baru tu terus semangat nak tulis azam baru.. hik hik hik.. sudah nye masuk bulan febuari lupe dah ape azam tu tadi..


So, this year gonna make a realistic one.. heheh.. ;p


Ok, First... this resolution has been brought forward since-i-don't-know-when.. hahah the last time i was fit was in early 2007..

Jeng jeng jeng.. my ultimate resolution is: to be fit & healthy..
Hehe.. i have 15 extra kgs to be shed off.. So, i'm targeting by end of 2011, i'll be at least 12 kgs lighter than today as i making this resolution. Berazam! Chaiyookk chiayook.. the clock won't stop ticking yo!


Second.. To move on.. this actually hit me while i babysit my lil groovy baby @ hospital. (another entry later) -- That i don't really move on.. I dunno.. Don't get me wrong.. I love Ted with all my heart.. And definitely with lil groovy baby is with us, i love both of them even more..
But.. *sigh* i dunno... i guess, what people said by 'first cut is the deepest' is true enough.. at least for me.. The story ended 5 years already, but sometime i still feel the pain.. Sometimes when i'm not occupied with anything i found myself travelling to the past... *sigh*
I know, i'm not being fair to Ted & baby.. it's not like i wanna be with that person anymore.. but, there's still "what-if" question back behind my conscious mind.. aiishhh.. It hit me really bad when we ended the story. My selfesteem is always low when i was still with this guy and after the break-up i still felt worthless..

So, now i really sure this is the time for to move on.. 1432H / 2011 is time for me to shove the "what-if" question behind, shut the door, lock it, throw the key away, and used the "obliviate" spell on me so that i won't remember the key and the memories...
Hey, u can judge me whatever you want. I tried this soo many times before.. but i dunno, maybe time heals kan.. so, it is the moment to move on... fuuhhh.. i know Ted would not read my blog, so i guess it is save for me to spell it out here.. huhuhu.. i need to spell it out in order for me to forget and move on.

I want to have my heart dedicated only for my beloved Ted & groovy lil baby.. (^_^)/ Chaiiyookk!!

Jadiknya... starting from today onwards.. Cut the fat out, and look forward! yeah! that'll be my motto for this year.. hahaha.. kite tengok sampai mane ianya bertahan.. hahah

Breath...

Now that i'd smuggle all the sesame streets' collection, Ted can finally breath... Hehehee.. i'd stop nagging him for baby's new books ever since.. Heheh.. Photo later la eak.. this blogger go against me for publishing the pix..

This saturday, lil groovy baby princess will turned 5 months old.. hehe.. how time flies.. i didn't even manage to write proper milestone for her 4mths yet.. tetibe tgk calendar, eh dah 5bln la this saturday. I must get the baby to clinic for sunat & her 3rd injects.. huhuh..

Now:

• Baby suke mengiring & dapat sekali terbalik (meniarap).. huhu i know a lil late kan.. sebab mase die kecik dahla asyik berdokong, pastu bile letak bawah tidur atas bantal tinggi.. hehe..


• Hobi masa lapang: baby suke buat bunyi... "Aaabbuuu" sambil muncung mulut ala bubbling.. hahaha soo funny..


• Sangat tertarik to tv especially cartoon & book especially her cinderella palace's book. cita-cita mommy ialah membelikan baby seberapa banyak buku princess.. hahaha.. now currently baru ada 2.. nnti mommy carik lagi yer.. sshhhh jgn bgtau papa.. ;p


• Baby pandai berlakon.. kat umah 'ibu' (my cousin a.k.a bbsitter) or umah Tokma pandai bawak diri.. takdelak sikit2 nk merengek.. Tapi... cubela kat umah UP or umah Wema.. humm asal boleh je nak "ehek ehek ehek".. tidur pun nk kene popok..


• Baby dah diberi minum nestum (sikit) & air kanji untuk mengisi perut baby asyik manjang lapaa jer.. hahaha.. And!! She know spoon = food already! hahah gewamm!!


• Nanti baby 5 bulan setengah mommy bagi makan yg steam2 yer.. hehe..


• Baby dah pandai ketawa ade bunyi. hahaha... ade satu video die klakar gile.. tapi, most of the time baby control cun cume sengih tak nampak gigi tanpe bersuare.. huhuhu.. apapepun cute jugak hahaha...


• Ok, ni mommy jeles.. cube kalau mommy yg agah2.. mesti baby cuma senyum2 sengih2 or paling habis pun ketawa 3 harkat.. tapi cubaaa laa papa ke, wepa ke, tok abah ke agah.. confirm ketawa kekekek lebih 3 harkat! aaaa.. i'm your mommy u know! the one who feed you (thru' bottle) and tucked you to bed... *sigh*


• OMG, baby dah isap jari kaki... huwaa nanti dulu baby.. u're still small dear.. hehe.. sakit yg dulu pun mommy tak lupe lagi...

Ok nnt kite update lagi ok, baby.. heheh.. =D

How to spend your first anniversary

Huhu.. actually, i'd write a post regarding to our first anniversary.. but 3 days after publishing, i deleted it.. i dunno... haha.. so not me, to jot down everything by hours and all that.. hehe.. so, now i'm trying to write a new post...

Normally (for me lah), what i used to do mase zaman couple2 dulukan.. asal anniversary je, wajib pegi makan something fancy n then watch movie/karaoke.. But that was before Ted. Hehe.. sbb i kahwin dengan seorg mamat cool (puji sketlah kate hasben ;p) yang ala-ala "brader-brader" sket, we don't do this routine anymore.. huhu (T_T)

This year we celebrated our first wedding anniversary.. ;D

Actually, i'd planned in my mind a year ago that i wud do some sort of surprise party for us.. i wud cook something decent maybe learn to bake a yummy cake (which i still didn't learn) yelah, at that time we still don't have lil groovy baby with us yet... So, bile dah ade baby ni, plan pun bertukarlah.. hehe..

Our anniversary falls on saturday @ 161010, which means family time.. being only 10-20 minutes aways from both parents, mmg everyweekend kalau tak balik mmglah keji.. huhu.. Kebetulan his mom & my mom both requested us to come for luncheon & dinner.. So there, we celebrated our first wedding anniversary with our whole bunch of families (walaupun separately)..

The nite before our wedding, cam biase he had his weekly futsal @ setapak... just before he went out, he gave me this wonderful anniversary card.. =D with some cash... wooowwweeyy.. not much but still more than enough for me.. thank you hubby =)

And what did i get for him?

a lovely handmade card (T_T). Ahaha.. actually, to defense myself he do not fancy any the of cards yg kat memory land or whateve. I've been wise enough by now to know that after these 3 years. And he precisely and numerously elaborate to me the point why he hated my surprise gifts, everytime i bought him something without his knowing.. haha.. coz, all the things i bought were cute stuff ahahaha i forgot that i have a macho man instead of mat bunge.. hahaha.. sorry =P jadi, to make things easy, bile keluar same-same baru beli hadiah. no surprise gifts.. sng.. but, i'm broke this year i've nothing to buy him.. ngeh ngeh ngeh.. huhu maybe next year darling..

After having good lunch @ his house, we went to Ampang Point... Oh baloney! That SFC is gone! i dunno, whether they're renovating or completely gone.. huhuhu pray hard that it'll only be temporary.. if not, i have to go to Menare just to have my latte.. aahhh.. hehe.. exaggerating.. ;p so, we headed to coffee bean i bought 1 latte for me, and 2 in the bottles for home.. =D Ted is not a coffee drinker, he just waited in the car.. Oh! yeaa.. luper.. we bought a vacuum cleaner on our anniversary.. hehehe.. now, i dun have to sweep. i just..... vacuum! thankx Ted for being so considerate giving that i super malas nak sweep sebab habuk kering.. eerrgghh.. =D

That nite, we had dinner @ my home and after good chat with everybody we went to JJ Wangsa Maju.. where i bought my new pump (eh ye ker pump ahaha) @ hushpuppies.. i can no longer wear heels anymore (not until i lose this extra 15 kgs).. Then, we went uptown danau kota.. hehe.. ;D ok, borong a handful of pirated dvd movies & vcd lagu.. yeay! we wanted to eat that yong tau fuu yang depa dok jual tepi jalan tu.. tapi kesian kat baby cam dah letih.. hehe.. ape la yang letih sangat, bukan awak kena jalan pun... hehe

The next day, bangun pagi2 we supposed to go mid valley jer. But turned out Ted the hubby wanted to go to Low Yatt.. nak survey laptop.. we ate at the food court for breakfast.. hehe.. then, sementara nk carik laptop die, he kinda forced me to use the money he gave me earlier to buy myself a phone. Huhuu... if only i'm not "phone-jinxed" right now.. i might splurged the money on eating or books.. hahaha.. (well, that's what came into my mind that time). So there.. i bought a bb for myself.. heheh.. terjebak.. but not the expensive one though.. aku pun hanye insan picisan.. pakai yang picis-picis saje sudah.. haha.. ;p

Then, after settling with his new compaq lappy, we headed to mid valley... lepak @ coffee bean for another round of latte for me & double choc for him, while exploring our new gadget (yo yo ooo jerr)... ngeh ngeh.. baby was being so cooperative and nice & peaceful all day long, but we made a journey to the baby room twice at each place though..

Huhuhu... to ted my hubby, thanks for the wonderful weekend we had, not only on our anniversary but everyweekend... Pardon me for being so quizzical at some time you almost lose your head dealing with me.. ;(
And i'm sorry i could be such an iron head whenever i wanted, i know you would love to strangle my head off ;P
But please do know that, we're both chosen by God to be together for some reason... and the reason is to bring the best out of us.. hehe.. and God sent you to bring the best of me..

I wish we'll be able to celebrate our anniversary till your hair grey (mine already grey one or two ;p)
I wish to be able to celebrate our anniversary with you until you lose your teeth, and bald and there's wrinkle on your face. (I wish i won't have much wrinkles then...)
I wish to be able to celebrate our anniversary together with our lil groovy baby (or babies) and made them sing that von trapp's children sing at their engagement party in the sound of music.. hihihi.. but, we might have to hire zahira, aliff, zyad, ain and others since we wouldn't have 7 babies on our own.. huhuhu..

InsyaAllah, we'll celebrate our next anniversary in someplace where we will visit granny lizzie.. my gift for you.. ;D
Hope by then, i'll be slimmed down so, that i'll look good in the picture.. so we could have our anniversary photo.. hahaha.. i'm sorry i'm too balloned up this year we didn't bother to take any pix.. hehehehe... ;D semangat! hari ni sy ke gim Tuan!!

kecik ati kan...

Bile satu ketika dalam keter tengah bincang pasal turun naik pasaran mata wang dunia yg menjurus kepada kenaikan kadar inflasi justeru kepada kenaikan harga barang...

Groovy: humm.. u nasib baik la kirenye, i tak suke sgt beli henbeg ke baju mahal2 (yela sedar diri duit pun takde kan.. hahahahaha) [Nada ade sedikit bangge ~ ntah pape]

Ted: sambil kerling kat i... diam dlm 3 saat seraye berkate.. hummm... ade la jugak sikit2... [pastu main-main ngan baby].. org lain ok je beli kat bundle xmati pun.. (>_<') [sambil background bunyik cengkerik..]

hey! i wrote 2 posts related to heart.. ;P

Pujuk Ati

Why should i watch it now, just to have my heart broken..
Citer die tak habeh pun nnti.. Part 1 barukan... so, might as well watch it again together with part 2 next year.. hahaha...

Itu ayat-ayat nak pujuk ati, sbb now that baby still small-tecit-comel, i can't be cruel to leave her at mama's to watch harry potter... wwuuuhhuuuhuu.. eheh.. sbnrnya its more to Ted yang taknak tinggalkan baby.. die nak jugak bawak baby skali... i was thinking, ok kot sbnrnya sbb citer 2hours plus kan... so, before masuk or start movie kasik baby minum... pastu pakse tidur (haha kejam) tapi tak tidur pun takpe.. sbb this lil groovy princess is just like her mommy... suke tengok tibi.. haha.. bukak AXN slh.. ANIMAX (sbb kami takdak disney & other cartoon channel) pastu layanla die dengan bahasa jepon.. menyambung usahe mommy yg blaja jepon tahap 1 jer. haha.. lps ni buleh kawan ngan yakuza kan baby.. tapi yakuza yg baik cam citer chocolate tu jerla... yg garang2 tammau.. mommy tattutt.. hahah ;p

Tertekan sbnrnya.. hahaha... selfish giler kan mak baby nih.. hisshhh... but i can't remember the last time we watch movie at the cinema together.. err... huuuhhhuuu... dahla twilight saga: eclipse kejam gile tayang time aku dlm pantang... ahh...

Takpelah... mungkin kalau aku duk diam-diam, bace 3 buku yang tak abeh bace lagi, mungkin... mungkin laa... time will past by without me notice and suddenly dah abeh tayangan kat cinema, n i have to buy the pirated vcd eh silap.. the original dvd yg siap ade trailer la footage la.. haha sanggup.. ;p

on the other note: yeay! it's confirm! insyaAllah... pray hard that everything will be smooth and silky (eh tetibe) huhu.. dah 15 thn tak jumpe nenek lizzie.. wuhhuu.. can't wait for another year.. hehe.. dah, now Ted can breathe that i won't ask him to buy so many nonsence things... hahaha.. simpan duit tuan!

mayday mayday.. it's frryyydayy

Hehe... hurm....
Yesterday i hit the gym... n run for 4.8km non-stop.. all together 5.25km (including warming up + cool down) n do some sauna (for a split 2 mins.. hehe.. coz suddenly i remember i didn't put my jog pant in the locker n afraid that someone might wrongly took it.. haha.. see, in this size, i have only 4 jog pants (2 old, 2 new) and all that are precious to me.. ;p tammau beli bebanyak nnti nak kurus ~ kononn) Then, i weigh myself again.. haha.. giler.. and.... hehe, i lost 500 grams yo! so, i'd lose 300grams from last week (given that i gained 200 grams before jogging)

I do this for you my lil groovy baby... (and of course for papa laa..) i dun want you to have a fat mummy... ;p appreciate this when you're in tadika & primary school ok... when they asked.. "wow, your mom is jessica alba-ly georgeous.." ~ tell this to your friends.. my mom went to the gym so that i won't have a fat mummy... *and smug* hahaha berangan... baru turun 300 gram...

Haha... harini ideaku mendapat tentangan hebaattt oleh en ted utk ke seri kembangan... plsss ted plss... "no.. jgn nk ngengada..." erkk.. die ckp camtu je patah kuda-kuda ku abeh lari....
should i just go?? pastu wat muke blur bile die tanye... hahaha... masalahnye dosa la plak kalau lawan cakap suami... hahaha... adikku nini... nak baskin tak.. cepat pegi... kalau tak dpt vanetta jer... hahahaha

Seriously...

1. Exercise is super damn GREAT! I hadn't went to the gym for more than a week now... and just now i weigh myself... i only put on 200gram... hahaha... and i ate and munch and munch from last week until today.... and only today i was like.. i have to stop eating and hit the gym soonest possible coz i think i'd put more than 2kgs.. looking at what i eat during the 3-days holiday (which is a lot!) and continue eating after that (real food not just that special-K cereal (which i consumed twice daily on my diet plan))... what with rice @ MIL on saturday, angah's spagetti later that nite, nasi mandi + shees tawook @ alrawsha on sunday, pizza + sate + KFC on tuesday (sil birthday), etc hihihi... now baru semangat mau pegi pukul (hit) itu gim.. (okie.. lame)
2. We (Ted, baby n Me) have a new hobby (well, it's new to me & baby, but not to Ted) ::: fishing & shrimping!!! yeay!
3. I still it's unfair for my sis to buy a baby cot on my birthday... now that i have to buy them a pressie for their birthday (angah ~ oct, nini ~ this sunday)... weeyyy.. i want my own pressie la wey... hahahahaha... ;P
4. i finished reading 2 books already... (one, i already read it before (somewhere last year or last 2 years) which i bought because it has different title on the kulit and i thought it was a new book) sssshhhesss... aaa.. with the bbw sales is coming in... my butt feel hot with craziness... should i just go tomorrow and bear with the consquences after that.. or should i go and keep the books at gombak... or should i cry my heart out in front of Ted? ;P
5. Kantoi with ted when i bought another new book for lil groovy baby is funny.. hahaha.. ;p as usual when i said buku lame da abeh bace, he goes "bukan boleh bace pun baby... tu yg 365 bedtime stories tu ade?" huhuhu.. yeah.. i know our baby still less than 365 days old.. ;p but the book is sooo tempting i could not resist!

i hate and at the same time miss this feeling of the giddiness.. huhuhu... tamak tau tak tamak.. ;p

Yeay! Yippey Yeay!!

Yeay! Thank you En Ted! ;D

After such a longg time, at last we visited a book store.. hehehe...

I think the last time i bought book/novel (chicklit ofcoz) for myself was before baby came out.. some of meg cabot series dengan everyone worth knowing (eh.. that was before that).. aa the last time were the meg cabot lah - every boy gots one dengan princess diaries : ten out of ten (we missed the number 8 & 9 though... mental note:: should buy next time)...

Lepas tu sibuk beli barang baby & books for baby... Hopefully the new Mini shopaholic... Then i read about this 'new (to me) but not so new book store' where they sell books with cheaper price.. Bookxxess @ amcorp mall. So, since then i've been nagging (and sometimes begging) to Ted for new book (notice that without 's')... tapi tau jelah nak ke amcorp mall, federal highway is normally out of our reach...

Yesterday, we supposed to go to ikea for window shopping.. tapi jam ya ampun starting from kota damansara.. so, we diverted our way to amcorp mall.. hikhikhik... i've been berdebar-debar climbing the escalator from one floor to one floor.... And lagi satu, i know everybody must knew it by now, tapi nak citer jugak... Every sat & sun there's flee market at each floor kan.. so, our focus sometimes diverted to the rare & collectible items yg depa dok jual... huhu... everytime jumpe bookstore mesti berdebar2.. sbb bookstore kat sane kan kadang2 yang macam old-skool jual reusable book la yang rent-a-book store la kan.. huhu...

Sampai kat top floor, sekali nampakla kedai buku yang dituju-tuju... huhuhuhu... waaa... i was like yeay! ingatkan kedai buku yg macam kat cm tu kan.. haha... shallow me..

Once i step inside the bookstore, i feel slightly hyperventilating... hehe.. butterfly moving around in my heart.. haha.. the smell of the book enough to broaden my smile.. Then, i picked up 2 books and showed to Ted.. i asked can i have 2? he said.. "amekla buku mane yang nak.. nnti kite pilih.. cepat kalau lambat byr sendirik" haha.. i only have like RM30 in my pocket that time.. haha..

This time.. i was actually, practically hyperventilating... i feel like a kid in candy store... hahaha.. semua buku rase cam nak... just imagine.. normal retail price RM 89.90, but sold here at RM 24.90 or RM 19.90... Pastu sape yg bace "little black dress" series... kat mph RM 21.90 ngan RM 19.90 kan.. kat sini RM 12.90! hahaha.. arrgghhh.. rase cam nak pengsan pun ade.. nak nangis pun ade... hahaha.. Ted sampai tergelak tengok and said "poyo.. cepatla pilih..." huhu... tangisan baby menyebabkan saye kembali ke alam nyata... ok, slowly.. tarik napas... pilih2... hehehe.. finally, within like 5 minutes i had 8 books in myhand.. pilih2.. Ted approved 6 out of 8.. hehe.. Terus jadik member.. and will definitely come again... lepas ni nak beli buku baby pulak... hehe.. Smalam aku telah lupe diri sampai bolot semua untuk diri sendiri... nak bayar baru teringat buku baby... terus kene cantas ngan Ted...

Tapi buku minishopaholic takder... jadik itu nnti misi hari lain... heheh... sbb this store jual buku yang overstock dr publisher house, so kena tunggu jer buku mane yang sampai..

baby pelik nape mummy sgt happy smp tak ingat baby... Ted tersengih walaupun rabak poket..

My score..


Thanks to pixiepwincess for the review of the bookstore in her blog & Nini for suggested the FB page..
And now i can get the update/info for bigbadwolf sales.. hehe..

I'm now one happy bunny... baby, tidur awal yer mummy nak bace buku.. hehe.. ;p

update

+ baby is now 4 months old.. =D weeee.... will talk & upload the pic about it later
++ achievement :: total distance = 4.20km, but 3km nonstop jogging.. (up sikit)..
+++ the achievement is celebrated with supper @ old town T_T ~ 1 oldtown white coffee + tuna sandwich.. (aiyyohh... ganti balik calories burned)
++++ jarum penimbang takde pegi jauh sangat dah... walaupun dekat sikit jer (2 senggat) from last time weighing @ Shah Alam. hahaha... for me, i'm satisfied enough since i dun wanna drastic reduction... yang penting lutut waa dah tak sakit.. =D

TBL ~ Ukay Perdana

Hahaha...
So, first day on track.. 4.15 km total of running.
2.15km of non-stop jogging..
1km of sprinting (before i realize that i was as if in a sprint competition rather than jogging)
0.85km of power walking (+ 0.25km walking slowly while listening to the instructor)
hhhehe...
1500 steps of power steps ladder thingy..
60 of abnominal crunch..
45 of something to do with your arm (maybe biseps?) & back.. i'll check the name again later...

haha.. slow start but not bad since i'd stopped jogging regularly like 1 year ago.. and only started again last month but most of it was cheating...
The good thing about this fitness club is that they have the instructor that will correct you if you exercise wrongly.. (even if you're not taking personal trainer).. like me... all this while, i've been wondering why i can't jog more than 1 km non-stop... but, apparently, what i did was sprinting rather than jogging... and i tend to step on the front of the feet rather than heels first ... so, that why.. i slalu skip jogging sebab 1 day after that i'll hurt my feet like hell. haha..

so, this is it... good bye to sweet leisure bermalas-malasan time sambil menternak lemak.. haha..
am gonna do this! and hopefully by the time we reach gambang, i'll look at least good in the picture.. (if not perfect) hahaha.. dream on groovy!

not funny...

being 17 kgs heavier on your first anniversary is not funny... at all..

Anyways..

Happy anniversary to my beloved Hubby ~ En Ted, tomorrow 1610.

Can i at least lose 7 kgs in one nite? haha.. ok not funny..

Thank you for loving me, thin & fat.. hehe.. luv ya'!

Am not gay..

But, tell me now.. how can i...

Not love this lil girl...? you tell me..

Those sweet eyes...

Layaann pekena 'chandu' (her pacifier / puting)

Kat kedai makan...

Before nak gi jenjalan...

with lil teddy... :)

The most peaceful face on earth =D

Shhh... Baby sleeping... (gaye zahira)

Kat OU...


Dapat je 'chandu'... terus lena..



Dlm keta tengah jalan2...

Lepas mandi dah siap2 terus tidur...


Mimpi aper baby.. sampai juling2 mate.. hehe.. ;p

And... Exclusive for you...

Horraayy!!! Menang (atau persis buat 'ombak' kalau kat stadium kan?)

p/s hehe.. yang ni salah mummy ~ menjangkit kat baby

Sebbaik die tak jangkit tidur letak tangan atas dahi... hehe.. ;p

So.. jangan salahkan i if i tak buat keje just to watch her sleep.. hehe.... (ted le tu.. ;p)

Selalu bising kalau i dok tepi baby tengah tidur..

takut sangat i kacau baby die.. eii.. she's my baby too you know! hahaha.. kejam!

Kalau boleh makan...

Mungkin saya boleh kena sugar rush...




"Ape mummy ni amek gambar baby nk tido.."

"kite boxing kang.."

"ish.. degil mummy ni nak amek gambar jugak... baby bukak kuda-kuda ni.."

"hiyyarrpp.. "

"eerryaaahhh!! rasekan tendangan padu maut!!"

"aaa... tau takut.. baby nak tido pun kaco.."

Pic taken on 29/7/2010 - 1month 2 days old..

before pulang...

Himawari versi groovy baby... ;P

terkenang semasa dulu...

Hehe.. how time flies real fast these days kan...

Kadang-kadang when i woke up in the morning.. i was like.. seriously? i have a cute baby already? huhu...
Kadang-kadang baby nangis (hek hek hek~) nak susu.. i was.. "eh baby sape lak nih nangis..." huhu... talking about being a newly-bad-mummy ;p

Teringat...
-Mase Ted first sort-of-proposed me.. hehehe ;D i missed that feeling... ;) cam.. wow... i'm getting married! the nervousness (adeke?) nak bagitau mama & papa about this thing.. hehe.

-Mase our merisik-cum-engagement day.. berdebar2.. blushing2 sambil berazam kuat untuk lose weight on our wedding day sampai jadi tahap model.. haha..

-Mase our solemnization day.. berdebar2 mase Ted nak lafaz akad.. jatuh bantal.. haha.. drama swasta lagik.. and the excitement of being someone's wife and to call him my husband.. ahah..

-Mase our reception days.. there are many things that i could do better.. huhu.. like.. i should lose another 5 kgs that days.. haha.. and i want another wedding dress for my reception... huhu.. and i should not laugh / smile widely so much and be a sweet shy-shy bride.. huhu... i remember it was that nite he asked me what i wanna call him and what i want him to call me.. but Ted was being Ted.. didn't accept my suggestion and made his decision instead.. cheh. ;p

-Mase first we did the pregnancy test and found out we're pregnant (i mean i was pregnant) huhu.. we're still in our process nak berdiri kukuh, kenal hati budi, living with his parents.. whamp~! he hugged me and we went to sleep quitely... bukan cam ordinary couple who found out they're pregnant ~ jumped in excitement or even cried... huhu.. we're both afraid of what waits for us ahead... huhu..

-Mase first antenatal check-up.. looking at the scan.. bentuk kecik cam kacang peas.. we both smiles =D and slowly accepted the Gift.. Sesungguhnya Allah knows the best for us... maybe kalau tak pregnant we spend our money carelessly.. at least that goes to me la.. haha.. bile dah pregnant baru beringat sikit kan..

-Mase first tengok baby kicking.. hehe.. time tu sangatllaaa coommeelll!!! i think it was during our second check-up.. dalam 2 bulan ke berapa minggu ntah.. tertinggal lak gambar scan.. tapi time ni die baru tumbuh tunas tangan n tunas kaki? looks lik bud? tapi sangat comel.. haha.. pastu die dok tergerak-gerak atas bawah atas bawah.. even when the doc didn't move the scan thingy...

-Mase first rase she kicking in me.. comelness tahap gaban.. bagitau Ted.. and first time die dapat rase.. his face is priceless! =D

-Mase first tengok 'muke' baby dalam scan (we didn't do 3d scan though, tak sempat..) i saw her lips and that chubby cheek. paling obvious skali..

-Mase first tengok baby.. ;D dan dengar suare baby... "ehek..hek..hek" ssoo sweet and soft.. sekarang.. kalau nangis ehek ehek tak dengar start la die bukak gear 5.. heehehe...

Semalam pegi lawat Azie kat PPUM.. she just succesfully delivered a baby boy.. tetibe rindu nak tengok baby (my lil baby iman) mase day 1.. boleh ker?

Baby iman is 3 months old now.. she's one active baby girl.. asik nak terbangun-bangun.. nantilah ade mase wa upload her pick nak bangun... chiss.. mungkin terlupe diri tu masih tecit tak sabar2 nak jalan2 macam mummy yer.. hehehe... dah boleh tengok kamera (dengan muke pelik..) bile nak amek gambar.. haha.. dah suka nak agah2 a.k.a berborak dengan orang sambil senyum2 (mungkin die perasan die cute ;p). dah pandai tammoh letak / pegang dlm keadaan berbaring.. nak duduk cam orang besar gakkk tengok tv.. isk... mummy sangat tidak sabar nak bagi baby bace buku.. telah membeli 2 buku setakat ini.. haha.. satu yang keras ~ cite princess, and satu yang kain ~ cite psl kuda name neigh.. (apesal name neigh? susah nak sebut). At what age (month) can i start read her storybook? or i can actually start from now.. my nostalgic 365 bed-time story sudah menunggu untuk dibace.. hehe... Baby sangat attractive to nursery rhyme.. especially insy wincy spider and when u happy clap ur hand..hahah siap kepala wobble-wobble tengok.. mungkin nak wat head banging ke per.. hahaha.. love you baby =D Baby cepat besar... mummy nak main barbie.. eh.. mummy nak bagi baby main barbie.. hehe.. mummy nak ajar baby buat beads... lagipun mummy sangat takut pegang n nak mandikan baby time tecit2 nih.. haha.. dah besar senang sket mummy nak pegang..

OMG!!! look at that dress baby!! lets shopping.. hahaha... Gosh! i can't my baby to grow.. tapi boleh ke stop growing takat 3years old jer.. time tengah pelat2 cakap comel2.. hahaha... tapi 3yo tak appreciate barbie and beads.. so, besar laa sampai besar.. hahah..

Aku selalu wonder dan bersyukur besarnya nikmat Allah... Baby memanglah "the cutest alarm clock in the world". Even aku mmg senang terjaga dari dedulu pun, tapi bile dah penat gile siang, malam sure la tak sedar.. but now dah ade baby.. automatic terbangun bile baby nangis.. walaupun die cume nangis-nangus manje.. "ehek.. ehek.. ehek.. eeeekkkk" hehe.. that i guess what they call mother's instinct kot kan? walaupun aku masih fail in bf stuff ni tapi insyaAllah akan ku gagahi jua... we'll see setakat mana determination aku mengatasi godaan-godaan lain.. hehe...

Drama Raya Raya Raya

Tak lengkap hidup seorang 'drama queen' tanpa drama di hari Raya......


Start daripada malam raya lagi dah aku buat drama...
Yelah, kate ini kali pertama berhari Raya Syawal dengan suami dan bukan kat umah mak ayah sendiri kan... huhu... sedih tau.. even umah gombak nun jauhnya 20mins dari keramat..
Tapi, aku dah tak ingat aper benda yang aku emo sangat malam tu.. haha... (>_<)/

Pagi tu bangun subuh, kejut Ted.. pastu mandi2, siap2 nak pegi umah mama keramat (MIL) untuk solat sunat Syawal.. Mata gua bengkak lagi, Insaf di pagi raye (haha).. Ted pulak naik syok kenakan aku.. saje jer kasik nangis lagi tau! Harapan nak kena pujuk di pagi syawal hanya tinggal harapan.. hahaha.. padan muka aku ;p

Sampai rumah Keramat, adik tegur.. Kak Ain kenape.. sakit mate ker.. ;p
Jamah skit pastu terus siap2 nak gi surau (dalam hati dok ingatkan, janganla tumpas air mate kat surau ni lagi..) Luckily... aku ngantuk mase dengar khutbah, so that aku takdela hujan2 time dengar khutbah/takbir mcm mase Raye Haji dulu. hahaha.. Sayu giler tau dengar orang takbir and i was 20mins away from my family. (Terus tukar plan aritu lepas makan balik gombak.. tambah pulak mama telefon lepas solat raye.. lagila aku hujan.. huhu)

Balik solat raye.. Drama lagi...
Drama jatuh tangge.. ahahaha... selipar licin.. chiss.. sebbaik adik ade tolong kaver malu.. kikikiki.. ;p dahla jatuh tu siap ade sound effect makcik-makcik kat belakang.. dengan kekawan ted lepak kat tepi2 tu... aduuuhh..


First Raye dah penuh dengan drama kan...
Tungguu.. drama tak berhenti setakat ni..


Balik Kelantan rumah tok mek Ted, aku lagi buat drama.. hahaha..
Cucu-cucu lain elok je salam2 takde nak nangis2.. last-last aku yang baru first time balik (and jumpe tok mek) tetibe nangis.. haha..
Actually start depada malam last before nak balik KL tu lagi. Tok Mek tengah sembang2 pastu nak makan kurma yang kitorang bawak balik tu, adele kurma ceklat semua..Tetibe, aku teringat arwah Makwe... same la.. excited bile anak cucu balik or bawakkan hadiah untuk die.. (even tgh type ni pun sedih lagi).. orang lain dok borak-borak gelak aku lari pi kat depan tahan air mate.. huhu.. esoknye nak balik, tok mek dah berair2 mate anak cucu nak balik kl... balik pun setahun sekali (ade budak tu lagi pulak dah dekat 6 tahun tak balik.. sape le tu.. huhu ;p) aku pun takleh tahan terus tumpas jugak.. huhu.. sampai terlupe nak amek gambar ngan tok mek.. huhu..

Drama sambutan raye kali ni berakhir dengan tertinggalnye handphone aku kat dalam toilet rumah kawan Ted di Ayer Keroh, Melaka.. (yang aku baru first time datang. and tatau plak die tunang haritu, kitorang datang pakai baju t-shirt selamberr.. congrates ili.. ;)) dan menyebabkan aku kena amek half day hari Isnin aritu nak gi amek handphone kat MMU cyber.. sebbaik adik die nak balik ke mmu.. kot tak, ade yang aku kena pegi kat mmu melaka amek henpon punye hal.. huhu.. chiss. malu!


Yaa!! aku rase laa kan... urat ingatan (adeke?) aku yang putus mase bersalin haritu (masa bersalin, beratus-ratus urat kite putus kan..)
I tell u.. aku ni dah le mmg sejak azali lagi susah nak ingat.. Lepas dah dapat baby nih lagi teruk tahap ingatan aku.. huhu.. kena start makan minyak ikan lepas nih.. aduuhhh..
Kejap2 tanye: Eh handphone kite mane?
Pastu first day raye, gi umah besan MIL.. boleh ke tertinggal handbag kat umah die pastu tak ingat langsung sampaila akak ipar call tanye ade tak tertinggal handbag.. huhu... (>.<)

Okie, stakat ni dulu cerita drama raya 2010.. next kite cerite pasal sambutannye pulak.. hehe..
mencabar sungguh beraya bertiga nih.. heheh.. ;P


Baby iman tidur.. orang keliling dok haruk pikuk nak amek gambar.. baby maintain cam takde paper.. huhu..




Akhir kate...

Kami mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri (raye sebulan kan...) kepada semua.. =D

(abaikan susuk tubuhku yang mengembang ituuu)

Ospital Rhapsody II

Huhu... okie... sebelum lupe segala butir kejadian... It's once in a lifetime experience and yet i started to forget all the details... even the pain.. i told you, i'm not good at remembering things.. huhu... dang u! ;P

Hehe.. this is my first time admitted to the hospital.. my first ospital rhapsody was when Mama was admitted to HKL last year..

False Alarm

24th June (Thursday).. malam tetibe teringin makan tom yam.. Ted was coming late from work.. so pesan kat die nak tom yam... i ate like there's no tomorrow.. i mean selalu takdela rakus sampai abeh (sbb tom yam kalau order tapau sure boleh muat mangkuk tambah tu kan?) tapi malam tu siap abeh licin... huhu.. sudahnye that nite i couldn't sleep!

Since i was still little, i had this same problem. Especially time raye... Ingat lagi, i was called "Cik Tambah" mase kecik2 dulu... sbb suke makan banyak... huhu.. lepas tu.. bile malam nangis2 takleh tidur sebab takleh bernapas... huhu... terpakse tidur atas krusi malas... ;p

That nite, Ted kat sebelah sikit punye syok layan mimpi.. memula taknak kacau.. ingat nak manje2.. i just mengerang sikit2.. budget macamla die nak kesian and bangun... hahaha... silap! tak sedar langsung... terus gerakkan Ted..

"Perut i saket giler nih... tolong urut belakang...ni mesti pasal makan tomyam ni kot.. angin..." Ted terus urutkan... bile dah ok, die pun stop n tidur... tapi tibe2 sakit menyerang lagi.. lebih kuat dan jitu perasaan die.. huhu... aiseh ni time, dah ternangis jugakla saket...

"U sakit nak beranak ke nih... nak pegi hospital tak malam ni?" "tataula sakit ape nih... kang pegi spital, skali rupenye pasal makan banyak buat malu jer.. huhu... boleh kot.. kalau tak esok pagi tak reda gak, i gi la klinik ksi tu.. huhu.." sampai pagi takleh tidur sbb sakit memulas-mulas.. now i remember, sakit die mcm contraction.. haha.. how should i know it was a very weak contraction time tu.. i've no experience kan?

25 June (Friday) - Then, pagi takleh tahan.. msg my boss then pegi klinik... Ted can't accompany me since he was new at his department takkan la nak masuk lambat kan... so, i drove alone to ksi, in tears.. hahaha.. cengeng! sampai klinik.. jumpa one of my office colleague nak inject anak die.. die tanye sakit aper... sakit perut memulas-mulas.. "ko dah berape bulan?" "dah 8 bulan lebih" "hoh.. berani ko drive sini sorang2?" huhuhu...

tunggu giliran lame jugak then Ted call.. "U sakit perut lagi ker?" "a'ah sakit jugak.. kejap ade kejap takde.." dengan muke merah2 (rase panas) tahan sakit dok depan pintu doc.. huu... "u pegi call insurance kate nak beranak dah nih..." "hah? ni rase nak beranak ker??" "ntah akak kat sini kate u sakit nak beranak ni... cepat pegi apsh tunggu i kat sane.. i dah nak gerak nih.." i went out, oppss.. before that cakap kat kaunter tak jadi jumpe doc... call p*care.. pastu dusshhh pegi apsh...

Sampai je kat apsh, ted already arrived and waited for me at the lobby.. i sampai jer terus he went to the counter.. haha.. this is funny... "bang... bini saya nak beranak nih" hahahaha... so the attendant datang bawak wheel chair to my car.. dahla benti betul2 depan pintu lobi... boleh ke aku gelak naik wheel chair sbb i can still walk at this time... hahahaha... siap cakap "takpe la bang... saya boleh jalan nih" "takpe puan.. naik je nnti sy tolak... abang pegi parking kete dulu nnti baru naik tingkat 3.." hahaha...

Sampai kat labour room.. nurse (or is it midwife?) kat situ tanye.. "eh.. ni dah sakit ke belum nih?" coz i was giggling... it was my first being pushed on a wheelchair... "dah rase sikit.. tapi tatau la rase ape nih..." terus die bawak gi observation room n pasang that ctg machine... again i was laughing and giggling... sbb nye.. it was still 3 weeks early, i dun think i was ready to deliver just yet...

after 20 good minutes, i was told that the contraction is very2 slow/weak every 6 minutes... and i was only 1 cm dilated... nak tunggu boleh, nak balik pun boleh... "ohh tidak.. saya mau pulang dulu..." kalau dok spital confirm aku stress... so.. off we go, jumpe dr kat klinik amek mc.. pegi minum kat cafe.. and rest at home... huhu... 1 cm ni.. silap2 minggu depan baru bersalin agaknye...

Balik gombak, mama suruh pindah gombak just in case kalau baby kuar awal.. i was supposed to pindah next week.. baby cot pun belum beli.. last minute shopping pun belum lagi...

26 June- interlude

Pagi pergi Ampang Point beli baby cot and last round shop @ Anakku... Then, after zuhur went out with Ted, Angah & nini to Mid V & The Gardens... Angah's getting promotion and pay raise (congratulation sis! =D) so, as usual... kami adik2 dapatla habuannye... yeay! sempat pegi beli handbag.. then jalan dari The Gardens masuk Mid V.. singgah Robinson, M&S pastu Charles and Keith.. ok, dah puas ati? nak makan mane...

Ngeh.. ngeh.. as usual.. Chili's la...

I remember i said to them, kalau nak beranak lepas ni pun takpe.. dah makan chili's... heheh... makan2 banyak2.. 4 dishes (sebbaik amek yang starter + 1 quasidellas (whatever the name was) jer.. itupun macam nak pengsan mengah2 makan..) hehe..

Balik rumah mengah2... malam siap boleh lagi makan kfc ngan sate.. huhu... sbb angah nak belanje family pulak...

Malam tu tidur kat gombak... again.. i cudn't sleep... aiseh... hurm... tula makan tak hengat dunia lagi... i remember i'd talked to my-still-in-tummy-baby around 3am "Baby, kuar cepat2 eak.. mummy dah tak larat nak makan banyak2 nih.. mummy promise monday kite start diet.. we'll only eat soup and veggie.. baby pun dah berat ni.. mummy takut kena operate (ob/gyn estimate berat baby mase lahir 3.5kgs)" haha...

27 June 2010 - The real deal

Pastu resah2.. pusing kiri pusing kanan last-last tertidur... Tibe-tibe... it was 5.03am.. "tuss!" i felt something kicking in my tummy & soon after that like i wet my pants.. huhu.. aik... takkan baby tendang2 pundi kencing terus ter"pee" kot? huhu... Aaaa... water bag!! terus kejut Ted.. "U.. i rase air ketuban i pecah la.." Ted bangun terpisat-pisat... "betul ker? ke u pee?" "ntah... jap i tanye mama..." mama was actually at her room.. tapi sbb berdebar2.. i takleh nak bangun... terus call mama... tapi takut mama terperanjat.. terus pegi bilik mama...

"Ma... hurrmm... hmm... kalau pecah water bag tu camne aa...?" Mama time tu tengah solat sunat... Papa lak baru kuar toilet mandi nak solat sunat...
Mama: Aaa.. die kuar air banyak la... achik rase camne...
Me: Ntah... tetibe air kuar banyak... ke terpee aaa? huhuhu.. tapi die ade bunyi tuss.. ke yang tu bunyi baby tendang...
Mama: aaa... takpe.. dah ade beg baby.. pegi amek.. kite gi spital skang...
Me: ooo.. eah... takpe ke.. skali belum lagi.. buat malu jer... hahaha...
Papa: Pegi je dulu kalau bukan takpela.. kite breakfast kat cafe die pastu kite balik ler...

Terus bagitau Ted.. and 5.10am we went to the hospital.. sepanjang perjalan i was either reciting doa or laughing.. just in case it was another prank call / false alarm.. hahaha...
Sampai kat hospital... pegi A&E.. bagi form hijau ~ sambil gelak2... pastu.. yeah... kena tolak naik wheelchair lagik... hahahaha... tak sakit lagi... takpe naik jer...

Kena tolak.. naik again to the same counter.. kali ni tak masuk observation room dah.. terus masuk labour room 3.. huhu... okie.. mandilah n solat subuh dulu... nnti saya datang balik... oppss.. sebelum tu nurse bagi dulu ubat untuk proses lawas.. Nurse pun keluar.. i mandi.. solat subuh then.. cakap ngan Ted.. i nak kuar.. salam mama & papa... Suruh mama balik dulu... ini mau lagi 8-10 jam nih... huhu...

Jalan keluar.. nurse kat kaunter tahan.. "ehh.. dah masuk labour room takleh kuar.." "ala.. kak.. nak salam mak jap.. nnti saya masuk balik..." Salam mama... ala-ala mode nak nangis kiss both cheeks.. salam papa.. kiss both cheeks.. "Dik.. masuk nak check dah ni.. jangan lari.." haha.. nurse ni potong stim la orang nak nangis.. hahaha..


time belum sakit.. boleh la surf internet masuk fb update status.. amek gambar.. huhu..

6am.. nurse masuk bilik.. "ok, kita nak induce kasi baby cepat keluar... sbb dah pecah air ketuban kan..." "aa... kena cucuk ker.." aku dah la takut jarum.. pejam mate... serius sakit! ini.. jarum gile besar!! tak mcm yang amek darah aritu.. adehhh... "ok, kita ada pain killer jab (tak ingat ape tah name), or epidural and gas... kalau nak epidural.. kena bagitau cepat sebab after certain cm dah takleh bagi..." aku ngan muke bongkak (hahahaha) kate "takpe.. saye taknak pain killerr" hahaha.. sumpah aku terlupe.. dalam family.. akulah yang paling penakut sakit! (Demam sikit aku dah rase seram sejuk sakit2 badan... nak kena inject takut mcm nak kena kelar.. pacat jatuh atas tangan belum gigit aku dah lari dari ujung ke ujung air terjun..) hahaha... sebab nya teringat orang cakap... kalau epidural effect kat tulang... then a friend of Ted taking the jab cakap takde effect pun, still rase sakit giler.. huhu.. so.. aku pun dengan gagahnye kate taknak painkiller.. "tapi, after certain cm dilated, u'll be having so much pain.. u takkan tahan punye... kalau u rase cam tak leh tahan.. 3 cm camtu u panggil i ok.." nurse india ni yang comel menasihatkan.. maybe die tengok aku nak kena cucuk jarum pun takut macam nak hape... hehehe...
Time ni.. tak rase sakit ape2.. that's why i can still laugh nak talk...

Ted nak balik rumah, kemas my bag (i wasn't prepared for my bag.. haha..) bawak ape yang patut.. then nnti datang bawak air milo... hehe... kasi tenage sikit... minum boleh.. makan tak boleh..

7am.. the contraction came.. tak sakit sangat lagi actually.. but.. i was scared to be left alone in the labour room... i called Ted.. "U.. katner.. meh aa datang cepat.. i dah sakit nih..." hahaha... see.. belum apape..

8am.. Ted sampai.. time sakit dah makin kuat... i recited 'ayat selusuh', doa-doa, ayat kursi.. and try to concentrate on counting to sleep (like counting sheep).. i was only 3cm dilated at this point of time.. buzz nurse mintak pain killer jab.. tammoh epidural (still eksen).. haha.. nurse kasi jab.. then i tried to sleep.. "u cuba tidur.. save your energy... u ada lagi 8 hours nih.."

9am.. sakit makin kuat.. makin kerap.. but i was too busy being scared and concentrate on the pain that i didn't managed to keep track berapa minit all that... setiap kali contraction.. kire 1 sampai berape tah, selawat, zikir, ayat selusuh.. then ok.. reda.. relax... pastu datang lagi... selawat zikir.. kire.. ok... i was 5 cm dilated... mintak Ted urutkan my back and pelvic area..

10am... aiseh.. time ni sakit da makin kuat... Doc masuk tengok2.. and asked me to rest.. lama lagi nih... i was only 6cm dilated... tapi sakit + takut.. errhgghh.. "Ted janganla bace surat kabar!! tolongla urut i.. sakit tau tak..." kesian ted.. sepanjang tunggu nak bersalin ni.. aku tak bagi langsung ted rehat... sampai nak gi toilet pun tak boleh... huhu... last2 die curik2 pegi toilet time nurse datang check... takut punye pasal... ;p tapi seriously, time contraction, dengan bunyi die selak surat khabar pun rasa annoyed gile.. rasa cam nak hempuk jer like he didn't understand that i was in pain, u still boleh lagi bace surat khabar.. tak sayang ker?? huhuh...

11am...kali ni ayat selusuh dah tak leh nak bace.. kire dah tonggang langgang.. dengan mengantuknye.. dengan sakitnye... i just manage to selawat n zikir.. it was 7cm at this time.. tapi rase cam dah nak terkeluar dah... i remember i gripped Ted's shirt really hard right now.. i think i was given gas to help me reduce the pain. Rasenya sakit tahan taknak push lagi susah nak manage... sbbnya by this time, naturally every contraction u'll feel like the baby is coming just at the 'window' and you need to push out.. huhu...

12pm... tiap kali contraction... this was my routine.. sedut gas, gripped Ted's shirt/hand/whatever yang tercapai, selawat, zikir, count till i lost count.. then ok.. same routine... Ted kesian terus die panggil nurse.. "saye rase die dah nak bersalin dah nih.. die dah tatahan dah..." "belum lagi.. baru 8cm nih..." huwaa... lamenye...

1pm... Ted panggil nurse as i was really in pain... i remember saying to him.. "u, i rase dah nak beranak nihh." i gripped his hand really-really-really hard sampai die pun sakit.. at one time.. he tried to offered me something else to gripped.. but i was too scared that i pulled his hair.. coz i cudn't find that thing he offered me.. kesian ted.. huhu ;(

nurse masuk.. ok... it was 9cms++.. dah boleh panggil doc.. then die masukkan tube drainkan pundi.. pastu ape tah buat.. i was on happy gas.. lalok giler tp sempat terpikir.. "lalok camnih boleh ke aku push nnti..." terus tarik corong die kuar n try to breath normally..

2pm.. Doc came in... nurse prepare for kerja-kerja labour... ajar camne nak push... i can't understand what they told me.. i was high from the gas and scared + pain from the contraction... Ted gave me one big kiss at the forehead.. baru nak touching feeling2 skali contraction datang.. huhu.. Ted hold my hand and give support. He tried tunjukkan care yang betul as i dun understand anything... mmg time nih.. aku main teran jer.. nasib baik doc + nurse is very supportive, give me moral support each time... siap ade skali tu aku marah Ted sebb die cakap care aku push salah.. hahaha.. after like 10 sets of failing pushing but with a lil improvement, i heard they said something about epidural.. i was about to gave up.. ahh.. time ni pikir.. operate pun operate lah.. i remember saying to the doc.. "tak boleh dah dokter.. saye dah tak boleh" kaki getar2 siap.. The doctor & nurses was really supportive + my beloved Ted.. "Boleh lagi... boleh.. rehat dulu..nnti sambung".. minum air sepam.. eh seteguk.. then contraction came.. pusshhh... "ok.. sikit je lagi.. dah nampak dah baby".. i remember the last push aku siap panggil baby.. "baby cepat baby"... then.. tetibe rase macam something and ada bende panas atas badan... pegang2.. tengok depan.. ahhh.. my baby!

Rase cam tak caye.. sampaikan i blurted out "aaa.. normal u.. normal.." it was supposed to mean that i berjaya deliver normal tak payah operate.. huhu.. after the hardwork.. endless pain for both of us ;p.. 2.46pm: our baby girl is safely born.. =D

Doc do the last work - mari menjahit.. again i was so scared, i inhaled the gas sampai mamai2.. haha.. tapi boleh dengar my baby nangis.. "ehek ehek.. ehek.." mcm taknak nangis jer.. hehe.. princess la katekan... *winks*

Ted bagitau ramai dah ade kat luar.. my family dengan abg anak beranak, Ted's family, mamacik's family.. all gathered outside waiting for me and the baby... huhu.. seriously.. mmg dalam family aku paling penakut.. abeh turun sumer orang bagi moral support.. hahaha.. ;p

Lepas telan panadol, i was sent to the room.. again on wheelchair.. huhuhu.. tak rase lapar.. tapi rase sangat penat and agak high.. Sampai kat bilik, wani & wawa nak solat... huhu.. i almost dropped my tears when i saw them.. yeay! 2 familiar faces at last... huhu.. mane mama? mama kat depan dengan diorang...

After that.. lepas sorang sorang masuk.. aku dah nak melalak dah terharu tengok diorang.. hehe.. mamacik pegang tangan kate "dah.. dah.. dah selamat dah.. mama dok risau macam mane la ayu beranak kat dalam.." hahaha...

Aiman tengok je kat aku.. mesti die pelik.. x pernah tengok achik tersadai macam ni... huhuu... yeah.. this was my first admitted in the hospital after 28years of life.. demam pun jarang-jarang... pastu ted's family pulak masuk.. si comel zahira (his niece) siap picit-picit my toe.. konon-konon nak tolong urut.. sangat comell!! hahaha.. die agak rapat dengan family ted as well as dengan aku... kalau datang rumah mesti nak peluk2.. hehe.. =D

Then.. mama masuk.. dah nak tumpas dah air mate.. hahaha.. skali ted cakap aper tah.. terus tak jadi nak nangis sebab tergelak2.. rupe-rupenya i was crying mase tengah push tu... haha.. punye tak perasan... huhu.. now.. i have the right to brag.. walaupun akulah makhluk paling penakut dalam family, i'd endured the 2nd most painful pain after dead.. hehehe.. ;P

After what seems like forever, tetibe pintu diketuk.. My shweet baby girl came in.. ^_^ it was the most happiest moment in my life! My baby mmg sangat active time ni.. pushing her hand like playing badminton, and kicking her feet like playing soccer.. dengan taknak tidurnyer.. hehehe.. she was soooo small @ 3.29kgs.. i know she's consider 'besar cam budak umur 3 bln' but to me.. she's sooo small.. hehe.. =D

Congratulation baby! Happy coming to this mad mad world.. ^_^

Baby on the first nite.. hehe.. cute kan.. hehe..

Jaundice Attack!
28 June 2010- The next day, lepas baby dibawa mandi kat nursery... the nurse came and informed that they took some blood to check for jaundice.. i remembered... xcukup feeding last nite.. she was such a good girl.. senyap jer, that i didn't thought she need milk.. apela mak baby nih..

at 11am.. the nurse came again.. bagitau confirm baby kena jaundice.. huhu.. 13.2 reading.. sedih... doa so that baby can cured by tomorrow so that we can go home together.. baby was put under the phototherapy in the nursery.. huhu.. so cute yet sooo sad!

29 June 2010 - Tomorrow came.. baby's reading naik 16... erkkss... my milk tak banyak.. baby pun tak active.. sedih!! i nak stay but for my health my MIL advice me to go and rest at home.. sedihnye!!! tapi ape nak buat.. i went back to gombak and tried to pump out my milk.. mmg tak dapatlaa... dengan penat lagi.. stress lagi... petang tu jugak pegi balik hospital almost nangis depan nurse bile bagitau tak de susu.. nurse advice bg bb minum formula milk first but at the same time i came to the hospital to bf and tried to pump out some milk for her.. ok.. fine..

so sleepy!! baby.. wake up.. minum jom...

with papa hot tolong kejutkan baby bangun minum susu..

30 June 2010 - i came to the hospital with mama & papa.. hoping for the reading to be dropped at least by 15/14.. but.. the reading still increading.. 19! arrgghhh!! terduduk sekejap.. (owhh.. camnilah perasaan ibu risaukan anaknye).. air mate dah bergenang2 cakap dengan nurse.. since baby baru lepas feeding, i have to wait for the next feeding time to bf.. kuar je nursery jumpe mama terus nangis.. Ted kena pegi opis siapkan MAPS.. huhu sedih! call die terus nangis..

Petang tu, ted balik kerja datang balik bf baby.. ;) even penat baby asyik nak tidur tapi it was a very beautiful memory.. Then bile nak feeding.. ada indian nurse masuk dlm bf room tu.. tanye my blood type.. me: O+.. huhu.. nurse cakap.. ok, diorang tengah nak run test.. kadang2 boleh jadi ABO type jaundice if the baby's blood group is different from mine..

after feeding round 1.. kat dlm bilik tidur.. jumpe papa baru bangun nak minum.. anak apak!

1 July 2010 - came to the hospital with Ted.. bf baby.. baby's reading dropped to 17.9.. alhamdulillah.. ;) but still worried..

2 July 2010 - baby's reading dropped to 16.9.. Alhamdulillah.. but kadar penurunan sangat degil, i asked the nurse what's her blood type.. B+ (cheh ikut papa lagi).. Oo.. kemungkinan ABO.. ABO ni mmg degil nak turun.. dia akan naik tinggiii then turun pelan-pelan...


kuning still nampak...

3 July 2010 - Everytime i came, mesti nurse akan tanye ade makan jamu tak, sebab degil sangat jaundice ni nak turun.. "takde.. saya tak makan jamu.. kunyit / halia pun tak makan..." rase nak nangis la nih.. rupenye... takleh makan brocolli & courliflower (ejaan silap. ;p)... that were in my meals for everyday.. ikan bakar + brocolli/cflower.. time ni reading sudah drop 15..

Since baby baru lepas feeding we went to Ampang Point area to have lunch and wait for another 3 hours.. huhu.. ok.. pegi makan kat kedai mamak Pelita tu.. then masuk Ampang point.. boleh pegi ke Poh Kong.. belikan gelang kaki untuk baby =D since gelang/rantai takut terjerut... sooo small & cute.. hehe.. ;) raye nnti bole la pakai.. hiks..

Then, ade pulak sales kat habib depan ampang point nih.. pegi jap tengok2.. dengan jalan yang supperr perlahan, pakai sweater, perut berbengkung, badan berminyak herbanika nona roguy (sebbaik harum) tinggal tak pakai pilis/param jer.. hehe.. sales pindah ke sales renovation time tu.. hehe.. tetibe Ted suruh carik cincin..err.. cincin dah ade.. xnak la.. i nak bracelet boleh.. hehehe.. demand... ok.. carik bracelet jumpe yang cute.. and berpatutan hargenye hekhekhek.. dapatlah saya hadiah sempena bersalin from Ted.. Tq hubby =D

4 July 2010 - sepanjang jalan doa for miracle that baby can go home today.. sampai kat spital.. sedih.. still can't go home.. reading baru 13++


dah nampak cerah sikit... during bf sambil tengok tv.. naik ngantuk mummy, baby asyik tidur jer..

5 July 2010 - Ted dah start kerja.. so i have to go to the hospital with mama & papa.. cadang nak pegi kul 12 ++ so that boleh bf terus takyah tunggu next feeding.. normally baby feeding @ 1pm.. dalam kul 11-ish Ted call.. "U dah pegi hospital ker?" "Belum naper?" "Baby dah boleh keluar ker?" "Eh taktau.. nape, hospital call u ker?" "err.. err... eh.. laaa... i termimpilaa tadi..." huuu.. sadis.. boleh termimpi kat opis baby nak balik hari ni.. but to be safe, bawak je beg baby.. sampai kat apsh.. nurse bagitau "baru nak call.. baby dah bole balik hari ni.." berapa reading? 12.9.. tapi sebab baby dah besar, doc kate boleh balik..
rase berat hati but at the same time gembira baby dah boleh balik.. =)
OO... nak papa mimpi dulu baru nak balik yer baby.. ^_^



I'm going home!

Just to be on safe side, i mintak home nursing... hari khamis nnti datang yer..
At the same time, i feed baby with my milk.. dah rase jadik pemerah berjaya.. rase nak bukak kaunter jual susu ibu.. gembira sangat sebab susu dah ade banyak.. nurse pesan kena monitor feeding baby and her stool/poop.. ok.. monitor2.. mule2 kasi susu pump coz i wanted to make sure she really gets 2oz then kalau tak cukup sambung with direct bf..

Macam2 petua orang bagi, jangan pakai baju kuning/anything kuning.. ade yang suruh mandi dengan ubat sensei kuning.. ade yang tak bagi mandi pakai ubat sensei takut lagi kuning.. to the extent ade yang suruh minum ubat sensei tu!! aa.. itu racunlaaa!! kesian bb.. ade yang suruh minum air kundur... kundur yang campur dlm es leicikang tu... jemur kat matahari 2hours from 8am - 10am.. tapi ade gak yang kate jangan lebih kul 9am.. ade yang suruh balut dengan kain hitam so that die boleh serap kuning.. member Ted lagi sengal, suruh Ted peluk baby so that Ted's skin can serap kaler kuning baby.. hampeh! ade yang suruh minum air baby jagung.. Paling penting never stop bf!
Thank you soo much to all that care for us.. ;)

Tapi sebab banyak sangat petua.. i just follow what nurse told me.. monitor feeding.. jemur boleh jugak tapi tak berkesan sangat sebab baby shud be under phototheraphy all the time.. matahari cuma 2 jam je paling lama.. tambah pulak cerita korea WeMa start jam 8.30.. lagila kadang2 kejap je jemur ;p

8 July 2010 - Nurse datang... eh.. mcm kuning lagi ni... amek darah kat kaki kecit.. kesian.. baby nangis.. ;( guudd girll dun cry.. sebbaik die nangis kejap jer.. dah la comel je nangis.. lepas check up sumer.. nurse pun pulang.. around 3ish nurse call.. ain.. kena bawak baby datang hospital sbb reading tinggi 16.5.. Ya Allah.. terus kejut mama papa then pegi hospital..
admitted at the nursery.. kesian kena tinggal lagi... kali ni they told me to stop bf for a while.. takut baby kena jaundice brestfeeding..

So.. i started to pump everyday and redha baby minum formula milk dulu untuk baik...

11 July 2010 - Baby boleh discharged @ reading 11.. Alhamdulillah...
Again, maybe it's mother's instinct or what, i want to have home nursing again...
hari selasa nurse datang reading naik lagi 12.. tapi tak perlu admit coz baby dah 16 hari..
hari isnin next weeknye nurse datang lagi... reading turun to 7.5..
Alhamdulillah... akhirnya baby telah bebas jaundice... =D

Looking at the bright side for what happens..
1. mommy made new friends, all moms with jaundice babies.. share experience..
2. mommy dapat kuar jalan2 even dalam confinement.. hahaha..

but my mistakes... i waited until baby is completely cured means turun jaundice betul2 baru nak direct bf balik... pastu teringat nak makan jamu pulak.. so, i thought of giving her another week before i continue to direct bf.. i just pump and save in the freezer at the meantime and feed her with formula.. reason being, i dun want my milk to increase the bilirubin again and hurt my baby.. tapi, time ni susu dah tak banyak...

lilttle that i know, after such a long time.. she hates my b.. huhu.. i can only feed my milk through bottle.. and my milk supply is running low.. even dah makan lobak putih pun takleh increase.. i bought feenugreek tapi bulan pose.. terlupe pulak nak makan feenugreek time berbuka ngan sahur.. i just pump out.. tak sampai 1oz pun skang ni... sedihhnyee.. baby dah jadik baby formule.. ;( tapi i still hope that it's not too late for me to bf her after poser nih.. ;( no one knows how i feel.. ntahla.. biarlah..

So, baby.. please know that mommy loves you sssooo much!! and papa too ^_^


You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear


Jadi itulah cerita ospital rhapsody saye... This was my first time admitted in the hospital..huhu.. eer.. mase kekecik i went through a minor surgery for my ears tapi tu kat klinik pakar admitted for 1 nite tapi tu tak kire hospital la kan.. hehe.. teringat papa belikan komik uncle scrooge time tu.. hekhekhek..


Thanks to all families and friends for the visit & pressies.. =)
Thanks especially to my mama & papa for taking care of me and baby at hospital, home until today..
Thanks especially to my MIL & FIL for taking care of me and baby at hospital and until today...
Special thanks for my beloved hubby Ted for the memorable experience and taking care of me and the baby... harap u tak serik lagi sakit same2 dengan i di labour room.. hehehe.. ;p